well, its so tempting.
i do long for a relationship. but i know it if i chose one of them, God will not be happy about it. and i'll feel no peace without God's blessing.

i want to be pure before you!.

daddy i pray that you'll guard my heart well. Amen! (:


my phone is spoilt!.i've to go and re-service my phone already,
then i've to use my bro old motorola shit phone.
now then i realised that how much i loves my N80.!!!

God heal my phone!!!!

ilovemygod

yeahs, had totally two days off from my work.
tues and wed. but then i din really made full use of it.
planned to go canoeing and cycling at pular ubin. but no one to accomapny me.
hees, too bad. so stay at home to slack. hahas, seriously, actually i miss working.
bcos working i can work out a lot, so wadever i eat can be burn off. haha. know i talking rubbish now lar. i also feel that staying at home and slack is even more tiring than going out. haha.

these few days been msging my "long lost friend" and had a 9omins chat on the phone.
well, not bad msging him. we keep each other accompany.
haha, so my these two day not that boring. (:

ohya. took a pic with mag during her bday celebration on monday.
though i dont look that good, but i'll still post this photo. (:




well, i thanks God for everything He done in my life.
everything God is doing now, i know he have a great plans for me.
i loves every friends that i having now, i know is a gift from God.
so i treasure them (:
God bless me and those who close to me and teach me how to love myself first then i can go love others. (:

i love you dad!

5 Steps to Body Confidence

came across this from site, i think is not bad.
the most beautiful woman is those who have confidence in themselves.
so dont keep comparing yourself with the others.
must learnt to love ourselves!!.

i do loves myself!!!



5 Steps to Body Confidence


We are our own worst critic – which explains why so many women have a low body image. The thing is, unless you learn to love every part of your body, you'd never truly be happy. So the next time you feel like the unsexiest woman alive, stem those negative thoughts by practicing these key traits that body-confident women share:

1. Compliment yourself

Learn to praise yourself. Most of us tend to be so obsessed with our flaws that we often forget to be thankful for our gifts and blessings. Body-confident women, on the other hand, count their blessings instead of dwelling on what they don't have. So take the time to remind yourself of everything you have going for you. Think of all the ways you are luckier than others instead of focusing on negative thoughts.

2. Don't compare yourself with anyone else

Many of us fall into the trap of comparing ourselves with incredibly beautiful celebrities and super-skinny models. But the sad truth is, once you start comparing, it's a definite lose-lose situation: There will always be someone prettier, younger and slimmer who comes along. (When will competition ever end?) Instead of trying to morph yourself into the standardized beauty (read: boring) that society imposes on us, put your energy into being the best you can. After all, individuality is beautiful.

3. Pamper youself

Women who feel wonderful in their own skin love lavishing some TLC on themselves. Try to do something special for yourself every week, which can be anything from getting your nails done, coloring your hair, going for a massage spa, or even soaking in an aromatherapeutic hot bath. When you regularly give your body pampering treats head-to-toe, you'll look better and feel better about yourself.

4. Know that perfection is not happiness

Media has us thinking that perfection can buy us happiness. Even though deep in our hearts we know better, many women go on to develop eating disorders and get addicted to plastic surgery in the name of seeking perfection. These lies are misleading: Dress size doesn't correlate to confidence and physical beauty doesn't guarantee happiness. So stop aiming for unrealistic perfection; what's more important is how you feel about yourself. When you go easier on yourself, life can be more fulfilling and positive. Even if you want to make changes for the better, you'll feel happier doing it.

5. Live life to the fullest

If you're burdened by worries about your weight, you'll only be missing out on so many great things in life. Body-confident women have the energy to lead a richer, more meaningful life because they're not going to let weight problems distract them from living their lives to the fullest.

i miss all my friends and teachers in CHEC.
yesh, i misses schooling and all. and.. BEING A STUDENT.






and most of all... i miss JJoshy.

i was thinking how guys will becomes when they enter army?
will they become more mature? issit the process of from a boy to a man?.heh
just a random question that came ro my mind. haha.
well, loads of my friends is going to army now. wondering how will they look.

so far, i had working for 10days already.
working life isnt very good. prefer to study.
anyway, i feeling that i had no life now. like everyday work and work.
sigh.. i'm seriously missing all my friends badly!!!!! especially my church's friends!!.
thanks sooooo much for visited me (JJ,ter,jason,joy,jojo,sera,daniel,eunice,elaine,andrea,lingling,JQ. hope i din miss anyone (:) during last sunday&mon. i'm touched. muackss (:

hey guys,

i'l be working at orchard paragon adidas (:

just realised that i had like someone already.
i'm surprised that i like him.
for the last few day, i had been thinking if i really like him or just a normal feeling that i had for him as a friend?. i cant really sleep for the past few days, had been thinking and thinking about it. cos its been a long time that i never like anyone or should i say that, i very long never have feeling for anyone. so thats made me forget about the feeling of liking someone.
well, i think this feeling will be gone after a few weeks? i hope so.



friends, dont ask me who is this.
die die wont tell (:

oh had not been update for super damn long?
about gonna two months?

time passed so fast that i just realised that i'm gonna be 19 this yrs.
many things that i unexpected happened.

well, i just have to give thanks to God whatever things.
i know he will guide and lead me thru all this.
i had handed everything to him to handle.


been looking for job, went for loads of interview and send my resume thru online, but havent find any yet.
cant believe that finding job can also be so stress. pple always says, is the job that choose you not you choose the job?. well, i think i choose job.
is not easy to find a job that i can able to come church on sat and sun.
bcos of that i had rejected loads of jobs. trying to look for office job so that i no need to work on weekends. but tell you something, i dont like office job. but for the sake of able to go church on weekends, i have to.


for this new year, i havent set my goals yet.
maybe i have to change myself to have more determine?. YESH, I NEED TO HAVE.
i'm feeling so lost, i dont know what i'll want to do for my future carrer?.
i dont know which road to choose.
OH GOD HELP.




I'm stuck at the crossroads i'm waiting to choose

US Bush is coming to singapore these few days.
therefore my exam timing will be pusing backward.
anyway is good also. so i no need to wake up so early. hehs.

i think singapore must be very beware when Bush come.
cos he might attract the terrorist also.

EXAM driving me CRAZY!


once i told my friends;
after exam, i'll go and burn the books to ash and throw the ash to the person who created EXAM!.
i guess that person had passed away, i will throw it at that person graveyard!....


just realized that days are passing so fast.
i din even notice that today is 10th Nov already.
this whole week had been a tiring week. have to wake up at 6.30am every morning to prepare to go for exam at PHS. have to reach school at 730am. i'm surprising that i never late for any papers. and to my great surprised, i manage to prepare myself in less than 40mins time, cause noramlly i have to take more than a hour to bath,shit,blow my hair and etc....

and how dumb can i be, thought maths paper 2 today start at 8am today. but its actually start at 230pm later. i still went and set alarm clock but thanks God, i went and check my timetable timing. if not i will make a fool of myself by going to the examination hall at the wrong timeing. some more the examination hall is my sec sch. and to my great surprised, mr Lim (disciple master) still remember me. hahas. i am still wondering that he would ask me to complete that punishment 40hrs sch service that i din finish before i leave PHS. hahas. but despite all, he is very friendly to me, still ask me whether i have my lunch already and before i go for exam, he still wish me all the best. hahas. he damn funny lar.