happy bday mummy

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MOMMY!!!

i'm gonna to buy cake for her after my work today to give her a surprise!
hahah, she may thought that i forgotten her bday. actually i rem. just that i havent wish her yet. ssshhhh..... hope she dont slp so early tonight!.LOVELOVE.

i just wanna say... i miss ya so much, so much! yet i cannot tell ya this, i can only silently keep this little voice of mine in my heart. cos' we're only entitle as "friend". i can feel that both of us is trying to keep our relationship as pure, not to limits ourselves more than a friend like last time. not to allow mistake to repeat. some emotions that cannot be shown. is a torture! but what to do? i can only just keep this in my heart and seal it.

every single day, my prayer will be with ya. and with a smile, i'll say all is worth it. (:
well, being friend is better than a lover.

goodbye my love, hi my friend. ((:



3 days to thai :D

5 more days!

yeahs!! 5 more days to my thai's trip!
still got so many things needed to prepare yet i havent.

will be a shopping paradise for me!!! :D

who can capture my love?

who can capture my love?

i don't know how to express my feelings now.
kinda emo. listening to ah mei's love songs.
yea, i am a strong girl. i can live by myself!


6 days to my thai's trip.
a break for me. ((:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SERA!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SERA!!!

you know, i always love ya so much.
known you for like numbers of years but only really got to know ya muchie these recent few years. i always thanks God that i able to know ya so closely and of cos you're a blessing in my life. you brought joy and love to me that coloured my life like rainbow, so beautiful. forever and always, you'll be my bestie friend. no matter what happen, I'll stand by you.LOVELOVE.




celebrated ra's birthday at"Tony Roma's" with her family.
her close friends and her family.
so i am honoured that i'm one of her close friend. hees.





delicious foods ((:

i misses him so much!
does he really cares?

well, this time i think i am brave.
though many friends saw me teared, but i didn't tears in front of him.
and i'm the one who sorted out with him. its hurts me really badly!.

these few days, i been wondering... if i didn't sort out with him, maybe it wont be so painful as for now. we will still be like last time. did i made a wrong choice? living in denial? i know is silly to think about it.

how i wish he can msg me and tell me "i miss you".
wondering did he miss me?

i am still very protective over him, when my friends said that he's bad or whatever, i always tell them, there must be a reason that's why he's like that. my heart tell me that he's not that sort of guy.

will it be the end?


"and with a hug, it ended our in assurance relationship".

my birthday's picturess...

3 full days of celebration by 3 different besties.


29th Oct.
steamboat dinner.

thanks ivan for the treat. (:

these are the friends that i'm going thai with. 3 or us!










can you see the right side one is definitely finished by ivan and the other said is by me!
still left so muchh!. so wasted lor. haha






30th Oct.
cheena restaurant.



mama mag!. haha



























her students made her this for teacher's day. so sweet of them!.



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they gave me surprised! dont know they brought cake all the way from JB.
sang me birthday song!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!.


great great day i had!!

and i wanna thanks all the friends that wishes me during my birthday!
HEART. ((:

party night @ DXO!

party night @ DXO! last night.

was definitely fun, honey sheile kept looking out for cute guys, while i kept dancing like nobody business. maybe there's sure no guys that i'll be interested in a clubbing place.

club until half way, bumped into a regular customer from Adidas. she said that i look so different from work. haha. look like a party girl here. maybe i look tired during work? :#


everlast babes ((:

half hearted

i am so confused, don't know if i should continues on.
i know that if i ever step into this relationship, i know i wont have God's blessing.

so i am so afraid to get into it. half hearted.

awaiting for my date tonight (:

perm hair;
unusual make up;
hot heels.

as you arriving, my heart race like nobody business. :X