730 days (:

Happy 2 Years Anniversary!

Its been 2 years working in WTC (adidas).

Well, its not too long and also not too short. I do enjoy working there even though there are time, there are some arguments with my colleagues. I see them almost every day so there are like part of my life.

Through this job, i had learnt a lot. Learnt to handle all sort of different customers that really test my patience level and my reactions when reply. But some customers that are nice really brighten up my day. (: So this job is good for anger management.

Haha. There are also some irony situation that i have to handle it efficiently for the customers. So that makes me think faster. Haha. Have to be careful with every words i use.

Not everyone can stay on retails job for too long, especially the youngster nowsaday. So i'm proud that i can endure it through these two years. Its not easy yaa. Haha. And many peoples might think that being in the retails line is not a good job? And will look down on you? But i tell you, without the sales person, how you gonna do shopping? How you gonna get the size you want?? Sometime when you are alone and you dont know which one or sizes to choose, the sales person is the one that help you to narrow down to the right choice. So be good to the sales person and not to be hard on them. haha. I been through it so i know. LOL. :D

Without them, dont think i ever to go through these two years! Just wanna say a BIG "THANK YOU" loveee (though they wont see this post, i still wanna blog about it) (:

Joel is so cute!

Went to Cheenatown (Chinatown) with the Phua's family after my work today. Well, its a very suddenly thing. Because Joy came to my work's place to check out SMC's stuff and she asked me to join her and her family for dinner. So i just agreed since i've nothing to do tonight.

I was very entertained by little Joel. Guess what, he know how to sing one of my fav song! "I'm Yours by Jason Mraz. And he started to call me "wenn arhhh" and "ah wennn". Then call SE "en en ennnn". LOL. Isn't he cute? He just brighten up my day!

Ohya, its confirmed that I'm going malacca! So the peoples that are going will be... Ps Phua, Ps Ruth, Joy, lil Joel, SE and ME! Heeee... :D

I just started to read today "Boy meets Girl (say hello to courtship)" by josh Harris. Its Awwesomeeeee!

I like a few points that he indicate. "A man only pursued a woman romantically when he had the intention of pursuing marriage." And what is the meaning for courtship all about? "It's a time for the couple to get to know each other without outside pressure or overly high expectations." And its say, courtship shouldn't be too serious , too soon, it shouldn't be embarked on lightly either. In one sense, courtship is a commitment. It's a promise not to play games with another person's heart.

Well, i do agreed. (:

Nothing, just rubbish..

HELLO HELLO HELLO.


I think i have insomnia! I can't sleep... Been sleeping from 1 plus to 2 plus to 3 plus then now 4 plus!!!! Its been for a month plus... SO TIRED! When i tried to went on bed early but ended up 2-3 hours later still awake! If this continues, think i will become a zombie yaa? Haha...

There are so many birthday's party this month that i have to attend. MEAN... I will be broke too. Anyway I'm already broke! Haha... Think my bonus is coming next week! Don't intend to spend. Want to save it for my studies, though i wanted to get my Gucci's wallet so much... Have to set what's my piority.

Many of my friends now is turning 21 this year! Time really flies... Just a blink, I will be 21 this year! I am still not prepare yet to be twenty-one! Haha.. I remembered, when i was young. I always wish that i am 21 years old so i can have more freedom in doing many things. But now... I SO DON'T WANT yaa!.. When passsed 21, it will be gonna be soon 22, 23, 24, 25.....etc. I think being sweet seventeen is the best yaa!

Think I'm gonna wear "Qi Poa" (Cheongsam) during 1st day of chinese new year! Well, i know i'm very cheena. Haha, only able to wear it once a year? So must well wear yaa.

Alright, i trying to sleep now. Night (:

Great day :D

A good time to slack today

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Had lunch at PS with Joshy then went to Ps diana's shop and brought another book from Josh Harris. This time is "boy meets girl". Went through many books like "the 10 best decision woman have to make", "woman's waiting", "captivating" and "every monday's prayer". So in the end i still chose the one i been wanted to buy, "boy meets girl". Joshy wanted to get "when God smile", is a very nice book but in the end didnt get. He got something else. Some weird book. Haha. Well, is a good slack day we had at Gloria Jeans. Had blueberry cheesecake and ice blended mocha. These two are my fav though its very sinful. heh.

I'm gonna have four days of leave next week. Probably visit Malaysia for a short two days with SE and pastors. Think going Malacca. Hee! (not confirm yet) I cant wait. Im seriously need a holiday! (: whoaahoooo!

Goodbye 2008, Hello 2009!!

Hello New Year!!!!

Its 2009!!!!! Happy New Year, everyone!!

Just hope that 2009 will be a great one, yaa?

Bye bye 2008! And I hate 2008.. It wasn't a good year to me but i still wanna give thank to God for not letting me go though i disobey and broke your heart so many times. Your grace is sufficient for me!

I'm your Angel

by Celine Dion

I saw the teardrops, and I heard you cry

All you need is time, seek me and you shall find

You have everything and you're still lonely

It doesn't have to be this way, let me show you a better day

And then you will see, the morning will come

And all of your days will be bright as the sun

So all of your fears, just cast them on me

How can I make you see...

I'll be your cloud up in the sky

I'll be your shoulder when you cry

I'll hear your voices when you call me

I am your angelAnd when all hope is gone, I'm here

No matter how far you are, I'm near

It makes no difference who you are

I am your angelI'm your angel

And when it's time to face the storm

I'll be right by your side

Grace will keep up safe and warm

And I know we will survive

And when it seems as if your end is drawing near

Don't you dare give up the fight

Just put your trust beyond the sky...

My Heart is Heavy

Somehow, my heart is heavy.
Everybody is moving on, how about me?
Will i stay the same?

Two more days and its gonna be 2009, thats fast.

RS

So long never blog...

Well, i just chatted with a friend online. I was talking about RS with her and something came out of my mind when we were chatting.

"Somehow i feel, liking a person can be so heart broken. Why still go and like? But when God send the chosen one, God will give you the courage to love."

I'm amazed that i said that out. Haha.

Anyway, i think i won't get into RS now or soon. Well, i dont need it. Hmmm.. Is quite true that if i really go into RS, will my heart still 100% for God? I doubt so, half of the space will be fill with someone else. I will always remind myself that, no matter which guy i like. God will be the center of my life.

I have to be hard on my heart.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!

TWENTY years old now!
myGOSH! Im so old liao! twenty Twenty TWENTY!
next year will be 21... then next next year will be 22.......23....24....!

Im tired

Why does things always didnt go well as what i want? There's always hope but there's always disappointment too. I fall but i always get up and try over and over again. But this time i feel so tired.... How i wish my heart is make of rock, so that it wont be broken so many times. So tired, so tired.


Daddy, i need a rest. Give me the peace, i ask.

i just dont want to try anymore, its always ended up with disappointment. so tired.

(:

i willing to try even though i know that it might be impossible? i dont know. Just give it a shot! At the end of the day, i will tell myself "at least i tried". For this im gonna take slowly at a time, im not gonna rush into it.


It takes time to build the connection and the relationship (: