2010 is gonna come to the end in 56 days time. Self reflection, what have I done this almost 1 year? Am I content with what I have now or this year is an awesome year? Well, I would say... I'm happy with this year (: I learnt a lot~ perhaps I should say.. I growth even stronger? Hehe.. Life wasn't as good as years come by, but I thanks God whatever He put me through. What doesn't kill, makes me stronger! I always believe in this! Only I been thru, done it then I will appreciate things in life. Cherish my family, friends n loved ones!


To be continue, have to start work le (:

counting down my bday in 13 hrs time (: (cos I was borned at 830am)

Well, as I was young, present Seem to be the one that I'm waiting for, but as we growth older, present doesn't seem to be the one anymore. It's actually the greetings from friends/ loved ones that will warm my heart and it's also means that they remember my bday (: that will be the best present I will have! :D

I'm happy that I able to celebrate my birthhday with all my loved ones this week. Different frens I met this week. I felt So loved yaa. Nothing beat the feeling that they actually rem my bday (: I loveeeeeee my beloved ones :)

And HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME in another 13 hrs!!!

Worst day ever today! So pissed~ can't wait to leave! 3 more months and I will say bye bye to them! Where does the joy had gone to? Miss the past when I don't feel a burden or drag to do what I'm doing now. Even if they offer me of what I wants, i don't give a damn abt it anymore! I jus don't wanna see them everyday of my life now n I don't wanna waste my time on them! They jus making me so sick! When the heart is cold n dried, there is nothing I can do anymore! I used to always tell myself to look at the bright side, don't think so much. Everything will be over n it's tempory only! After the rain, there is always rainbow! U reap what u sow. But I don't think so much anymore. In this case, I reap but I don't sow. After rain, there is no rainbow! I don't wanna waste time reapinG anymore! I need to get out of it and exprience new thing! I just wanna enjoy what I'm doing now. I don't want to everyday have this fear in me that worries whether that person is it can be trusted? Will betray me? Meant good for me? Thinking very hard to not to show my emotions? Tell me, what kind of life is it? Soon or later, I will down with depression! Not worthy huh..

Anyway, I just pray these 3 months will pass fast fast and everything will be fine (:

I'm going back to my private school for teacher's day celebration tomorrow. It's been so long that I can't even remember how is the feeling like to celebrate teacher's day And back to my private school to visit the teachers n the new building! Wondering will the teachers that taught me before still remember me? Cos I haven't been contacting them for so freaking years.. Haha.



Ps Andrew preached today and screened this verse and I absolutely love this verse; Romans 12:9-10

Sometime is interesting to randomly pick a blog to read and then bookmarked it. Of cos i only pick on those blogs that are interesting! Haha.. After few months later, u view back the blog, u will realised that how much the person who blog has growth up or changed? Few months back I visited this blog and now I just visited this blog again: http://thelaingfamilyblog.blogspot.com/
This family look so lovely and their babies are so cute! The older one call kohen n the youngest one call Judah! Think today is kohen's 2nd birthday!! Ha..Through this blogger, I know more how motherhood will be like.. Quite interesting :)

One of my friend from my private school had just married. Well, time flies? From photos, she look good and very happy! Hope she really found her happiness. The guy she married used to abuse her but I'm not sure if is still? Just hope that he had changed to treat her well.

So who is next? ChrIStina! One of my good friend since seconday school! Happy for her!

Well, is every girl wish to marry a good man. Hmmm think I missed a 'RiCH' word in between good n man. Hahaha.. No lar, actually rich or not rich doesn't matter. As long as that man treat the woman well! My wish is still the same... Still hoping to marry young and start a family of my own! People may say.. You are still very young! You shlould enjoy life 1st! But I really do wish to have a family of my own. A house of my own so I can decorate it! And give birth to many kids to bring lives to the family! I want my grandma to witness my kids b4 she pass on.. When this day will come? 5 or 10 yrs time? Haha..

I love waking up on a sat's morning when my family are all at home.
The feeling is different compared to the weekday. It make me dont feel like leaving my house. Saddening, i have to drag my feets to work...

I really can't wait for this year to end and leave my job with my bonus! I can't stand that bunch of suckers that only know how to carry their boss's artificial balls... So what with giving me a shop and im the 1st in-charge, i don't find myself really happy. Perhaps, i have no longer find myself enjoying my job? All my close colleagues had already left.. Only left me alone, who can look for help and trust? Everyone in the company are faker.


Well, i just have to endure till next year! aza aza fighting!! (:

新不了情

心若倦了 泪也干了
这份深情 难舍难了
曾经拥有 天荒地老
已不见你 暮暮与朝朝


这一份情 永远难了
愿来生还能 再度拥抱
网 爱一个人 如何厮守到老
怎样面对一切 我不知道

回忆过去
痛苦的相思忘不了
为何你还来
拨动我心跳
爱你怎么能了
今夜的你应该明了
缘难了 情难了
　 缘难了 情难了

A fresh new start.
I will do my very best to prove.
I will make it better in my own unique way.
Distance doesn't matter to me actually.
Infect it give me time to reflect of things in life.

I am still deciding whether should I take up part time course at PSB?
I know it will be very tiring but what can I do with what I have now?
If I don't do it now, I will be forever in this line.. And in furture if I have my own family, I wish to spend my weekends with them!

Think I will update more since I have a long journey to work now. (:

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