jogging in the morning was shiok. Completed full 7 rounds! Soon I will complete 10 rounds. Think is crazy. But I jus love to run and run and run till no ending. Is very tiring but I did enjoyed. Only through jogging, it gives me a time for reflection. What I need to change? What things pull me down? Those few weeks of happiness? Asking myself what really makes me happy? Telling myself to forget the unhappiness and move on! Many many things on my mind that I wanna do! I always tell myself "no time, no time" but time is actually I can create for myself and see if I have the heart to do it or not? Maybe it will be my new year revolution?


To be continues.. Busy.

How silly? (:

最害怕每天的天黑
但是天总会黑
人总要离别
谁也不能永远陪谁
而孤单的滋味
谁都要面对
不只是你我
会感觉到疲惫

Felt better after went church in the morning. Whatever PS Ruth preached today did spoken to my heart.
The joy of the Lord shall be my strength!

With This song we sang today (我们爱), this few sentance captured me. Nice song indeed! It makes me remember God goodness in my life. I'm not alone, He will always be there for me. "I will never leave or forsake you" Hebrews 13:5. This is His assurance for me (:

心再坚强也不要独自飞翔
只要微笑，只要原谅
有你爱的地方就是天堂

no matter how tough your heart is, we don't fly alone
just smile, just forgive
the place with Your love is heavn

快樂不快樂

咖啡淡了　是因為冰塊溶了
沒怎麼了　淡了就是淡了
擱在桌上還要不要
不再愛了　是因為感情壞了
你怎麼了　壞了就是壞了
沒有什麼大不了

我們不快樂　快樂後不再快樂
就在最後的一秒　抱了　吻了　哭了
快樂不快樂　沒什麼快不快樂
就在最後的一秒　我們的關係　就這樣了

天亮醒了　是因為心情好了
沒怎麼了　我會愛上另外的人
愛情　大概都這樣了

一心二用

Just went through my blog entries and found this post. Which was 2 years plus ago. I didn't know I am so emo! Haha.. So I should be happy that my life now is not as emo as last time! Haha.. (:


http://youaremysunshinee.blogspot.com/2008/03/dishearten.html

2010 is gonna come to the end in 56 days time. Self reflection, what have I done this almost 1 year? Am I content with what I have now or this year is an awesome year? Well, I would say... I'm happy with this year (: I learnt a lot~ perhaps I should say.. I growth even stronger? Hehe.. Life wasn't as good as years come by, but I thanks God whatever He put me through. What doesn't kill, makes me stronger! I always believe in this! Only I been thru, done it then I will appreciate things in life. Cherish my family, friends n loved ones!


To be continue, have to start work le (:

counting down my bday in 13 hrs time (: (cos I was borned at 830am)

Well, as I was young, present Seem to be the one that I'm waiting for, but as we growth older, present doesn't seem to be the one anymore. It's actually the greetings from friends/ loved ones that will warm my heart and it's also means that they remember my bday (: that will be the best present I will have! :D

I'm happy that I able to celebrate my birthhday with all my loved ones this week. Different frens I met this week. I felt So loved yaa. Nothing beat the feeling that they actually rem my bday (: I loveeeeeee my beloved ones :)

And HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME in another 13 hrs!!!

Worst day ever today! So pissed~ can't wait to leave! 3 more months and I will say bye bye to them! Where does the joy had gone to? Miss the past when I don't feel a burden or drag to do what I'm doing now. Even if they offer me of what I wants, i don't give a damn abt it anymore! I jus don't wanna see them everyday of my life now n I don't wanna waste my time on them! They jus making me so sick! When the heart is cold n dried, there is nothing I can do anymore! I used to always tell myself to look at the bright side, don't think so much. Everything will be over n it's tempory only! After the rain, there is always rainbow! U reap what u sow. But I don't think so much anymore. In this case, I reap but I don't sow. After rain, there is no rainbow! I don't wanna waste time reapinG anymore! I need to get out of it and exprience new thing! I just wanna enjoy what I'm doing now. I don't want to everyday have this fear in me that worries whether that person is it can be trusted? Will betray me? Meant good for me? Thinking very hard to not to show my emotions? Tell me, what kind of life is it? Soon or later, I will down with depression! Not worthy huh..

Anyway, I just pray these 3 months will pass fast fast and everything will be fine (: