Just did a test.
this is wad the test said about me (:


What's Your Goddess Identity?

-Siren
Like the beautiful sea mermaids who've swum before you, Siren, you certainly have a way of drawing people in. Whether wooing a crush with your alluring voice or impressing someone with your unique take on the world, you're sure to captivate more than your share of audiences.

It must be the balance between your glittering personality and your individual style that keeps friends and family enamored by your presence. From being able to predict next season's "it" color to pairing leopard print with plaid before it hits the pages of Vogue, people see you as a fashion goddess. You may not want to admit it, but you're part trendsetter and people look to you for direction.

Of course, you know there's more to life than shopping for the latest adorable accessory. You pursue success in all aspects of life — from offering creative insights at work to running marathons. You have big dreams, Siren, and by keeping them in sharp focus, you're sure to come out a winner. ((:

i just got a new phone(N80) on thursday.
and i missing my old phone(Nokia 7610) right now.
my old phone still da best man.used for like 2yrs.

i dont know if i regret buying that phone.
i know my ear is gonna be fills with all my mum's complaining about how expensive the phone she brought for me and all that. and teeling me to dont waste any of her money cos she is broke now.
well, i got pissed whenever she said that. cause i didnt say i really wanna get that phone (i didnt plan to change my phone btw.). and since she wanna get for me that phone then she must know that for the next month she will be quite broke.wadever.anyway i know my mommy loves me thats why she wanna get that phone for me.. THANK YOU~

i didnt go for the SECDC modelling final meeting yday.
i guess i am out now.
i dont mind i am out, cause i know if i commit myself in that. then i'm sure that i cant commit myself in ministry and God. i know i had made the right decision.
only in Christ i found myself, aman (:


i'm so afraid i am far away from You oh God.
cause without You, i am nothing.
Lord, i wanna be with you.
this is my prayer i pray.

current song playing : i'm a winner.

someone actually said that, blogging is not good for health.
because most likely people who blog will end up blogging about their sadness and became very emo. or even some will blog about their angryness/complaining on someone.. i believe not all will blog about all the negative stuff or feelings.but they will blog about the beautiful stuff or day they had been.

as for me, i am trying to blog those beauitful stuff that i had.
but then....once i sit in front of the com and starting to blog. no matter wad, i will still blog about all the emo things. IS NOT GOOD.NOT GOOD.

i will pray to God and ask Him to give me wisdom to blog about good thing.?. aman?.
GOD!. u heard that??....

hees :P


well, life is never a smooth sailing.
i accept it.
i know He will bring me thru.
aman!.



Even in laughter the heart may ache, and joy may end in grief.- Proverbs 14:13

realizing actually 'FORGIVING IS HARD'.
especially someone that you love hurts you.

Happy Birthday Joshua Joseph!!!!
loves yaa!.. (:

well, never blog for so long.
i got lots of things wanna blog. but then some of da stuff is quite personal.maybe next time i gonna change my URL?.

my midyr exam just started yday.
am stressful.so do everyone.
i dont ask for getting a good results. just wanna improve.or get a better than last time results.

just look thru all my testimonal in friendster.
well, all da memorise is all over there.
some friends that used to be quite close and now not that close anymore. or some even changed or din keep in touch liao.so saddening~
i'm being emotional now. shall stop it.

hugme.ineedyou.


He fulfills the desires of those who fear him; he hears their cry and saves them. -Psalm 145:19

I got rasher on my face now!.
WTH.

i'm gonna wear a mask out already.
damn shit lar..
planned all my stuff already then now got da stupid rasher.
spoilt my mood man.

going church later for studies group.
then after that head down to town for gig and movie (if possible).
tml night will be going to joy's performance at victoria theater then after that head down to bedok jetty for for mikki's birthday party den after that head down to mag's house to stay over. den next day will be meeting jialin they all for steamboat dinner?.
hahas.wowa. think i will need to spend a lot? haiss... and i still having rasher.?awww..

everyone pls pray for my rasher to recover pls. thank you very much ((:

what word can i use for my life now?
.............monotonous.

Blessed 25th Birthday MA(d)Gdalene!!!!!
my nanny/mommy/bestest friend/sista.! hahas..
loves you lotttttt......MUACKS.


i'm in the children church's camp committee now.
oh Lord help me to manage my studies and my commitment for the church well..
i'm so scared.. i wanna to serve you and in the same time also doing well in my studies.
praying that the camp date and my sch summer camp wont crush and even my sch exam day...

sometimes i long for one.
but then.. sigh. i can see none of them suit me.
yesh,must be a CHRISTIAN..
forget it. studies first.
i know God will provide me when He know WHEN is the BEST TIME.
i will wait (:

For Your love is higher than the heavens

Deeper than the seas

All I want is You in my life

No one else can satisfy my soul

Makes me feel this way

Only You Lord

Only You

just baptized!!
well, i thought i will cry out when i was baptizing. but i didnt..
hahas...once when i came up from da sea.. i immediately went to hug my frens...
too bad, my mommy is not there... but then is okay lar.. before gonna baptize, i msged my mommy and told her that i'm gonna baptize soon,thank you.loves ya!. guess wad she replied?. she said, me too (: before i left my house and head for service. i kissed her.. :D

before da service end, da peoples whose are going baptize will need to say out their testimony.
so i have to too...Ps diana edited my testimony. so became longer.

so here are my testimony...

I feel very happy and excited that i'm going baptize later on. It's a special day for me. I had been prayed and waited for four years for my mother's approval. Over tha past four years, i had been asking over and over again the same question. "Can i baptize"? Each time i asked her, she always turned me down. She even gave me many time lines to defer my decision.

Many times, i was disappointed. Sometimes i even felt like giving up, but the Holy Spirit encouraged me and prompted me to HAVE FAITH AND CONTINUE TO PRAY.

Last Saturday after the youth meeting, with much encouragement i gathered my courage one more time and spoke to my mother about my baptism. To my surprise, she simply says that if i am willing to be responsible for my future actions and decision, i can go ahead with the baptism. Unspeakable Joy and tears just run down my cheeks. I cannot explained how happy i was at that moment that i immediately sms Ps diana's and all the youth who has been praying with me.

It has always my desire is to see my mother witnessing the step of my obedience or at least give me blessing for my decision. I believe by this, i know that she knows that i am serious with my belief because the God i believe is a true and living God.

I remembered very clearly of the assuring presence of God when i gone into the Operating Theatre in year 2004 for removing a growing bone in my knee cap. The song "Yes & Amen" was the strength and peace that kept me throughout the whole surgery abd recovery.

Today He has also given me many opportunities in my Youth group to share my Joy in Him and serve His purpose. I want to believe He will heal me and keep me obedience and love Him all the days of my life.Thank You. (:


after the baptism went back to church for Cooking class.
lol.learnt cooking from uncle SS!...hahas.learnt a lot!. the foods are very YUMMY YUMMY!..
next time i must try how to cook... hahas..
after the cooking headed down to jason's grandpa wake.
jason's grandpa looked peaceful. he is now in da Heaven with the Lord. (: