just came back from baybeats.
baybeats was awesome.
went for the full three days.
but the last day din stay there for too long.

today went for the artist's talk.
his drawing is damn nice siaa..really!
and he can simply can just draw finish in less than 2mins?.
hahhas. i asked him to draw on my bag.lol. the bag can sell for like hundred over bucks if i sell in ebay. but i wont lar..hahas.
is dam nice siaa. hahas. even my mommy said SO. hahas. i'm surprised.
cause this kind of drawing. adults wont like it.especially those messy drawing.
will put up the pics soon.

before i end.
i wanna end with some words that he wrote..


Not to dwell on the mistake, fauits, and failures of the past. Be done with remorse and contempt for yourself. Developing a new self-respect. Unless you respect yourself, others will not respect you. You ran a race and fell, you have risen again, and now press toward your goal of a better life. There's only been a delay that has prevented you from seeing the real goal sooner.

Just did a test.
this is wad the test said about me (:


What's Your Goddess Identity?

-Siren
Like the beautiful sea mermaids who've swum before you, Siren, you certainly have a way of drawing people in. Whether wooing a crush with your alluring voice or impressing someone with your unique take on the world, you're sure to captivate more than your share of audiences.

It must be the balance between your glittering personality and your individual style that keeps friends and family enamored by your presence. From being able to predict next season's "it" color to pairing leopard print with plaid before it hits the pages of Vogue, people see you as a fashion goddess. You may not want to admit it, but you're part trendsetter and people look to you for direction.

Of course, you know there's more to life than shopping for the latest adorable accessory. You pursue success in all aspects of life — from offering creative insights at work to running marathons. You have big dreams, Siren, and by keeping them in sharp focus, you're sure to come out a winner. ((:

i just got a new phone(N80) on thursday.
and i missing my old phone(Nokia 7610) right now.
my old phone still da best man.used for like 2yrs.

i dont know if i regret buying that phone.
i know my ear is gonna be fills with all my mum's complaining about how expensive the phone she brought for me and all that. and teeling me to dont waste any of her money cos she is broke now.
well, i got pissed whenever she said that. cause i didnt say i really wanna get that phone (i didnt plan to change my phone btw.). and since she wanna get for me that phone then she must know that for the next month she will be quite broke.wadever.anyway i know my mommy loves me thats why she wanna get that phone for me.. THANK YOU~

i didnt go for the SECDC modelling final meeting yday.
i guess i am out now.
i dont mind i am out, cause i know if i commit myself in that. then i'm sure that i cant commit myself in ministry and God. i know i had made the right decision.
only in Christ i found myself, aman (:


i'm so afraid i am far away from You oh God.
cause without You, i am nothing.
Lord, i wanna be with you.
this is my prayer i pray.

current song playing : i'm a winner.

someone actually said that, blogging is not good for health.
because most likely people who blog will end up blogging about their sadness and became very emo. or even some will blog about their angryness/complaining on someone.. i believe not all will blog about all the negative stuff or feelings.but they will blog about the beautiful stuff or day they had been.

as for me, i am trying to blog those beauitful stuff that i had.
but then....once i sit in front of the com and starting to blog. no matter wad, i will still blog about all the emo things. IS NOT GOOD.NOT GOOD.

i will pray to God and ask Him to give me wisdom to blog about good thing.?. aman?.
GOD!. u heard that??....

hees :P


well, life is never a smooth sailing.
i accept it.
i know He will bring me thru.
aman!.



Even in laughter the heart may ache, and joy may end in grief.- Proverbs 14:13

realizing actually 'FORGIVING IS HARD'.
especially someone that you love hurts you.

Happy Birthday Joshua Joseph!!!!
loves yaa!.. (:

well, never blog for so long.
i got lots of things wanna blog. but then some of da stuff is quite personal.maybe next time i gonna change my URL?.

my midyr exam just started yday.
am stressful.so do everyone.
i dont ask for getting a good results. just wanna improve.or get a better than last time results.

just look thru all my testimonal in friendster.
well, all da memorise is all over there.
some friends that used to be quite close and now not that close anymore. or some even changed or din keep in touch liao.so saddening~
i'm being emotional now. shall stop it.

hugme.ineedyou.


He fulfills the desires of those who fear him; he hears their cry and saves them. -Psalm 145:19

I got rasher on my face now!.
WTH.

i'm gonna wear a mask out already.
damn shit lar..
planned all my stuff already then now got da stupid rasher.
spoilt my mood man.

going church later for studies group.
then after that head down to town for gig and movie (if possible).
tml night will be going to joy's performance at victoria theater then after that head down to bedok jetty for for mikki's birthday party den after that head down to mag's house to stay over. den next day will be meeting jialin they all for steamboat dinner?.
hahas.wowa. think i will need to spend a lot? haiss... and i still having rasher.?awww..

everyone pls pray for my rasher to recover pls. thank you very much ((:

what word can i use for my life now?
.............monotonous.

Blessed 25th Birthday MA(d)Gdalene!!!!!
my nanny/mommy/bestest friend/sista.! hahas..
loves you lotttttt......MUACKS.


i'm in the children church's camp committee now.
oh Lord help me to manage my studies and my commitment for the church well..
i'm so scared.. i wanna to serve you and in the same time also doing well in my studies.
praying that the camp date and my sch summer camp wont crush and even my sch exam day...

sometimes i long for one.
but then.. sigh. i can see none of them suit me.
yesh,must be a CHRISTIAN..
forget it. studies first.
i know God will provide me when He know WHEN is the BEST TIME.
i will wait (:

For Your love is higher than the heavens

Deeper than the seas

All I want is You in my life

No one else can satisfy my soul

Makes me feel this way

Only You Lord

Only You