we are so near yet so far....

i am troublemed about it; been waiting days and nights.
i wish i can just take the first step and start it.
but i couldnt. just the pride in me.

someone told me that, if i dont grip hold with it; i'll sure regretted it.
will i?




goodbyemylove.

these are the photos i took during the CC camp 12-14 june 2006.

photos speak more than words.haha.



one of the cutest boy; Maximillian!!!.


aloy and me!.


maxi and me.


me and ron...


he's sooooo cutee.....

oh i wanna cut and dye my hair.

should i cut and dye this colo?

went east coast and blade on wed which was my off day.
finally blade on my new roller blade, was quite fun but yet painful. bcos i kept falling down. heh.
after that went to parkway to have a mini shopping. ha. then brought 3 tops from mjphosis. is damn cheap now. less 50-70%. OMG. at night headed to town, dinner at one jap's restaurant at taka, after that went starbucks for coffee till twelve plus am. i am living like a rich life. but actually i'm not rich! haha, just enjoy myself first then at the end of the month i'll be eating grass like cow. lol.

and yesterday sales was great. but still we didnt hit target for this month so we all will not be able to receive our commission. ) : sales was good that mean was a very tired day for me yesterday.

after work at 10pm went out with my besties to HK cafe to EAT.
i was suprised that they waited for me outside my shop for me. and we all didnt plan to meet.
i love them muchie!!.

took a few picuss at HK cafe.






chris and candy. my besties.

chris look like a ah lian. yesh, she's one lar. lol.


shot by candy.


shot by chris.


shot by ME.

so which one is nicer?ha.


curry chicken and bread?



disgusting me.ha.


chris and me!.

after HK cafe, went to made this. very cute siaa. look at our face is at the PIG phone chain.


lil piggy "us"




took this on sunday with my cousin.

ervin & me.

i wont bother anymore. think is just a passes-by.
every bus stops that i stopped, end of the day, its sure make me even stronger in emotion and spiritually. learning to trust in God more and patiently waiting for his promises and assurance.
i know i've to love God more. not love the worldly things more than Him.


Lean On Me - Michael Bolton

Sometimes in our lives, we all have pain
We all have sorrow
But, if we are wise
We know that there's always tomorrow

CHORUS
Lean on me, when you're not strong
And I'll be your friend I'll help you carry on
For it won't be long, till I'm gonna need
Someone to lean on


You can call on me brother when you need a hand
We all need somebody to lean on
I just might have a problem, that you'll understand
We all need somebody to lean on


Please swallow your pride, if I have things
You need to borrow
For no one can fill, those of your needs
That you won't let show


CHORUS


If there is a load, you have to bear
That you can't carry
I'm right up the road, I'll share your load
If you just call me...call me
If you need a friend....call me
If you need a friend....If you ever need a friend
Call me....Call me....

i'm feeling so FFF.
FREAKING LOUSY, FREAKING LIKE A LOSER, FREAKING USELESS!!

woke up in the mid-night to cried.
dont know what happened to me, perhapts i'm too emo.

CAN I JUST SCREAM MY ASS OUT?!!!!

ARGHHHHHHHH... I CANT TAKE IT.

i give up!.BYE.

soon we will become strenger.
totally lost contact.
no need of each other.
AND TOTALLY OUT OF EACH OTHER LIFE!.

will we?


i dont know that i do care so much.

i know i can live without man.
living for MYSELF and GOD

feeling my life so monotonousness.


* when you're down to nothing, God is up to something. (:

HAPPY 1YEAR BIRTHDAY TO MY PHONE(N80)!

my phone has been with me for a year!.hahaa.
still.. i still love my 7610 phone than this. hees.


my old phone. 7610.
(with me for 2years)


my current phone. N80

my addict.


beer or tea?.

MY BFF.