不三不四

对自己的感情很不三不四, 不知道自己要的是什么.
一个对我很好, 很爱我,亏欠他太多
一个我很喜欢的,可是我一厢情愿
一个不知道我们的关系是什么,说喜欢我也不是很喜欢,不喜欢也不是不喜欢
一个如果他是我的未来? 不敢想象的爱情.

很乱啊!! 心,你是这样想的?

Months after months

It's has been months... it's already May now. Time passed too fast for me to realised it.

If you are asking me about feelings? I've no feeling now. Probably I don't allow myself having feeling for anybody. I don't wanna let history repeat and be sad. Always got disappointed, why still go and make myself feel this way again? Right now, it seem like nobody wanna get the hell serious about it! Isn't it saddening? So just keep my heart away from it. I always believe, if a guy cares enough... he will make effort and get to know you more and make time for you. If he don't, why waste time and take shit to clean your own face? make urself so despo? I'm seriously sick and tired of it. Why chase? At the end of the day, we are at lose.

Fuck those love. Xoxo

难熬

虽然制造的怦然的小幸福,也盖不了心酸和不重视的感觉. 这样会不会太可悲了?

需要

爱是一种需要，却不一定要得到
只要你觉得快乐就好
梦会温热眼角，让回忆像水草般缠绕
却总能让人勇敢不笑

爱是一种需要，聚散却没办法预料
只能在心里做个记号
只到那天遇到，还会是同样的味道
下雨也好驱风也好
相信这就能不会难熬

Just the way

Perfect love casts out fear.
Where there are love there are no demands, no expectations, no dependency. I do not demand that you make me happy. My happiness does not lie in you. If you were to leave me, I will not feel sorry for myself; I enjoy your company immensely, but I do not cling.

Therefore, again.

Maybe I'm not even an option? That's so sad. Much more careful with my words and action. Why do this thing still happened? Do I really need to distance myself so u will feel better?

23, still on? 

Hangover nights

Everything is jus like hangover movie.
Things that I need to remember, I remember. Especially those good times. But it also means that I can't keep all these. Is only a period of time I can hold on and then let go.

There's a limit to a point that I can't go on any further.

Feel much like a fool instead.

Who care abt the imperfect?

Thank you

你在我的心里面有一个很重要的位置.
我想这个世界上应该找不到一个人比你更了解我的吧. 谢谢你对我好,你所带给我的美好,都是人生的过程,生命的养分.

Everything in its Time

Sometimes I wonder what lies ahead
How long till my hunger is fed
They say it's hard to make it in this part of town
So many people on this merry-go-round

Some folks try astrology
Some turn to crystal balls
To find an answer, To get through it all
I just fall on my knees and I try to pray
In the silence I can hear Him say

The river runs and the river hides
Out to the ocean and under the sky
I promise you, the answer will come
Hold on to patience and watch for the sign
Everything in its time

I often feel like I'm two steps behind
Somebody must have moved that finish line
There are a thousand reasons
Why I should give up
But I'm stubborn in the things I believe

cause maybe there's another plan
One I still can't see
A little surprise, like your love in my life
Funny how time changes how we see