Wednesday, October 23, 2013

say before it's too late

A lot of us have built dreams with people we hoped would be with us forever only to wake up to reality that nothing is permanent in this world.

Love comes and goes.
People stay and leave.
Life is a constant cycle of finding and losing; of making and breaking; of dying and living again.
That is why we should love them right for we may never tell.
We might wake up one day realizing that we already lost the people we ought to protect and love.

Saturday, October 12, 2013

Yesterday's

Just another bad feeling, somehow.

Part of me are feeling inferior and no confidence. Im not a person that will purposely to impress people. I'm just me.

I know I'm kinda putting too much stress on myself. Come on, take it easy.. Faith!

Be patience, give myself more time.

"Patience is not the ability to wait, but how you act while you're waiting."

Tuesday, October 01, 2013

Simple 简单

Sometime we have to let go our fear and give it a try. Well, it's easy to say so....

All I want is a simple relationship.
But how do you define "simple"?

这个会是一样的吗?
我能大胆放我的心去爱吗?
很怕会在一次失望

有没有永远,再不会让心绝望的解药?

Simple 简单

Sometime we have to let go our fear and give it a try. Well, it's easy to say so....

All I want is a simple relationship.
But how do you define "simple"?

这个会是一样的吗?
我能大胆放我的心去爱吗?
很怕会在一次失望

有没有永远,再不会让心绝望的解药?

Friday, August 23, 2013

Merry-Go-Round

We always go on a merry-go-round
Round and round and repeats.
Emotional get drained
Disappointment upon disappointment
When will this get to stop?

Putting too much hope in human and ended up get the hell of disappointment. 
I said that I don't allow history to repeat but it seem that it's always repeating.

Friends said that I changed so much over this year, yes I am. Just getting stronger, and see things more clearly. No more holding things dearly to me. Been thru so much, I'm glad I'm 'somehow' over it. 

Will this continue?

Girl, you better be strong and protect yourself!

幸福难不难?

Sunday, July 07, 2013

不三不四

对自己的感情很不三不四, 不知道自己要的是什么.
一个对我很好, 很爱我,亏欠他太多
一个我很喜欢的,可是我一厢情愿
一个不知道我们的关系是什么,说喜欢我也不是很喜欢,不喜欢也不是不喜欢
一个如果他是我的未来? 不敢想象的爱情.

很乱啊!! 心,你是这样想的?

Monday, May 13, 2013

Months after months

It's has been months... it's already May now. Time passed too fast for me to realised it.

If you are asking me about feelings? I've no feeling now. Probably I don't allow myself having feeling for anybody. I don't wanna let history repeat and be sad. Always got disappointed, why still go and make myself feel this way again? Right now, it seem like nobody wanna get the hell serious about it! Isn't it saddening? So just keep my heart away from it. I always believe, if a guy cares enough... he will make effort and get to know you more and make time for you. If he don't, why waste time and take shit to clean your own face? make urself so despo? I'm seriously sick and tired of it. Why chase? At the end of the day, we are at lose.

Fuck those love. Xoxo

Wednesday, January 16, 2013

难熬

虽然制造的怦然的小幸福,也盖不了心酸和不重视的感觉. 这样会不会太可悲了?

Monday, January 14, 2013

需要

爱是一种需要,却不一定要得到
只要你觉得快乐就好
梦会温热眼角,让回忆像水草般缠绕
却总能让人勇敢不笑

爱是一种需要,聚散却没办法预料
只能在心里做个记号
只到那天遇到,还会是同样的味道
下雨也好驱风也好
相信这就能不会难熬

Wednesday, January 09, 2013

Just the way

Perfect love casts out fear.
Where there are love there are no demands, no expectations, no dependency. I do not demand that you make me happy. My happiness does not lie in you. If you were to leave me, I will not feel sorry for myself; I enjoy your company immensely, but I do not cling.