Tuesday, October 31, 2006

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!.
i'm EIGHTEEN!!!

may God bless me MANYMANYMORE!.


gonna uploads lots of photos tml.
well, meet candy in the early noon for 1 plus plus hr.
after that went home and rest.
then meet mag at night for bday celebration's dinner.
manage to meet two of my bestfriends today!.

had lots of chocolate today man. hahas. so fattening!
will blog more tml (:

Monday, October 30, 2006

my birthday tml?.

hmmm..but seriously i'm not excited.
am kinda upset every year when my birthday is reaching,
bcos my family dont celebrate birthday.
they can just forget about it or they will just say.. "birthday only".
but for me is a very special day for me!.
sometime i'll just stay at home and wait for them to celebrate for me.
but they didnt lar, kinda of saddening. i just wish to have a dinner together then it will be good enough. no present and no cake, its okays. but... even just a simple thing they just cant do it.


well, birthday is so much special than valentine's day.
it will be nice if can celebate with your LOVE ONEs.
when will the day be?.



guess i wont get the 'reward'?.
thanks for the motivation, appreciated (:

Sunday, October 29, 2006

damn depressing (full stop)


Saturday, October 28, 2006

DOWN Down down....


yesh, i'm down.


woke up in the mid-night and wrote my dairy.
only my dairy knows how i feel. where i can simply express myself.(not even here)
i love you dairy.







my tears flow like a river
no one will ever take a look
my tears will continues to flow
someday, it will be dried and die

Sunday, October 08, 2006

so many many problems.....



hope;
joy;
love;
mercy;
peace;
rest;
secure;
strength;

shall be with me.


current reading: mark 11: 22-24
current listening: things will work out- unspeakable joy

Saturday, October 07, 2006

went to watch Rob-B-Hood yesterday night.
is a very nice show. was laughting thru out.
hahhas.. the baby very very cute. hees.
those who havent watch, faster go and watch!.


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Wednesday, October 04, 2006

i dont know how to write my heart out.

my thinkings.
my ideas.
my feelings.

Monday, October 02, 2006

i came across this soccer player in Manchester United.
his name is
Duncan Edwards.
he died when he was 21 year old. 21st Feb 1958.
last yesterday was his birthday. 1st Oct 1936.
if he didnt die, i believe he is the best soccer player. by now, he will be 70 year old.

Duncan Edwards (October 1, 1936 - February 21, 1958) was an English international footballer. Born in Dudley, he signed for Manchester United in June 1952 as an amateur and turned professional on October 1, 1953. He was one of the Busby Babes, the young United team formed under manager Matt Busby in the mid 1950s, and one of the eight United players who perished in the Munich air disaster. Many who saw Edwards play believe that had he not died young, he would have gone on to become one of the all-time footballing greats


On 6 February 1958, the aeroplane carrying Edwards and his team mates home from a European Cup away match against Red Star Belgrade crashed on takeoff after a refuelling stop in Munich. Seven of his team mates and 15 other passengers died.


these are all his pictures.

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the one that is in red circle is his signature.


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dudley museum.


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Edwards grave.
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Sunday, October 01, 2006

went shopping with mommy today.
had a wonderful time.
brought some make-up stuff and a SEXY RED HEELs.
yeah. LOVES HER LOADS LOADssss..
muacks..
MOMMY IS THE BEST MAN!.LOL

was chatting with mommy for non-stop.
she is more like my friend than a mommy.
but mommy always provide. hees.
chatted with her about GUYs and BGR.
told her what kind of guy i like and many many more.

we went to coffee bean and had cheesecake and coffee!
well, its kind of surprising that she wanna go coffee bean.
cause we din go coffee bean for ages already lar..

mommy always din buy thing for herself,
i'm the one who always buy and buy.
then she will wear whatever i have.
she can be quite HIP too yaa?. hahas.
above all, she is great lar. hahas

these are the photos i took with mommy.
took very less, cause she unlike me; dont like to take picture.

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MOMMY!.

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AND ME. yummy yummy. :D

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MOMMY AND ME! do we look alike?
damn pretty right? ya man. hahas.

recently i been boasting my ego.
LOl. cause if i dont boast, i'll feel very low confident lar.hees.
i had been looking into mirror, and i think that i'm pretty!.hahas isnt i?.
yeshh, i am. i'm gonna bonkers. crazy me. lalala


went to meet candy yesterday at hougang mall.
we din meet for ages.
well, when we saw each other, we gave each other a very very BIG hug!.
we din even care who was looking at us. pple might think that we are less?
cause we hug each other for damn long?. hahhas.

we went to cartel for lunch.
the food tasted eeee awful.
their standard errr drop?.
or maybe just that outlet?.

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this is candy's food. as you can see, she din finish it off.
cause is not nice and she wanna shit already so she cant eat anymore.
when that man was clearing the plate, he looked at candy with a weird look. and we both started laughting. i think in his mind, he must be thinking " are you sure you dont want already" or "issit really tasted so awful?" LOL.

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and mine... was like.. hmmm.. i have nothing to say.

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camera shy? nono she just dont like to take pic with her working uniform.

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me and candy on our way to changi airport to her work place.

accompany her all the way to changi airport.
then i took the same bus back myself .
well, was damn bored. was chatting with my friendss on the phone all the way back home.
i sat in the bus until my butt very pain siaa.
but is worthy lar, cause din chat with her for ages.
realised that she had becoming more mature in appearance and mentally. she look quite and tiredweary also?. well, i pray that God's angel will take good care of her!. hahas. dont know when we will meet out again?. hope not too long bahs?. hahas.
she told me, at her work place, she always got to see all nations celebrities.
even my fav daniel wu and zax wong she also saw and served. my gosh my goshhh. daniel wu leh!

ohyaa.. shiao en left to Uk on thurs's night.
i'm actually quite sad till i dont know what to say to her when she going off.
i din bring myself to go airport to send her off. cause i know myself that i wont be able to take it. i will just burst out my tears and she will be sad too. so i chose to just go to her place before she leave. wrote her a card which i made myself in less than 10mins and a photo of both of us. and brought her yen yen and strawberry pocky. yen yen is her fav and strawberry pocky is my fav so i brought that for her too! lol. when she left with her family on the car, how i wish that i'm there to send her off too but cant lar. my tears just rolled down when the car left and i called meihui immediately and tells her how sad i am.

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me and shiao.