she's my all

Grandma is going for operation soon. Her liver hardened. Though is not a major operation but i am still very worried. When i heard that need to go for operation, my heart sank. Is in pain... I dont want my grandma to go through operation. Is painful! ):

Im gonna fast and pray for my grandma!

ahyo

Grandma hospitalize! Thanks God, not that serious. Her lung got problem i think. I come to realised that everytimes i came back from any Christian Camp, my grandma always landed in hospital. Like last year immediately when i came back from youth camp, in the middle of the night then my grandma got heart problem then we sent her to hospital. Then now... One day later after the Church Camp, my grandma now having lung problem! What is this? Spiritual attack? Comon davil, its doesnt work! I will be praying even harder! Haha..

Well i pray that my grandma will recover speedly! AMEN!

Btw, another transfer again! I will be transfer to Adidas Parkway! Its crazy man! I have not even stay at AWHL for a month and now transfering again! Talked to boss and she gave me all kind of reasons!.... Saying APWP needs a stronger second in-charge to take over and need me to be there to serve all the rich! Bcos im very good in serving the rich. Ahya, dont bullshit lar... This kind of reason also have....sigh, i hate it lar. NONSENSE!

Ohya, i met Ray today during my break! He booked out from army for a week. His eyes is still as small as last time! oops. Haha, we just had an hour of chat at starbuck below my work place. So funny, he went paragon to look for me. Didnt he know that actually im at wheelock working now. So he called my phone and ask if i am working at paragon now? cos he only saw all man, unless i became a man ler. lol. Told him im at wheelock now working and im having my break now. So he asked me "where are you?" then i told him.. "toilet" (stupid, call me when im shitting!) So i faster shitted finish then went to meet him. We chatted like we are long lost friend. But we isnt! haha, this is my 1st time really sit down and chat with ray. The rest is just on the phone and msges and bumping here and there. Well, the chat was good. Though its very short half an hour. okay, will meet again!

God remember

God is just too AWESOME!...

The camp was a good awakening! In this camp, God assured me with His promises once again. All the while i though God forgotten the promises he had with me and the promises He had with me seem faded away. This was how i was feeling before the camp. Through this Camp, through the Holy Spirit to Ps James and he told me that.. "God had promised you ALREADY the promise He had for you, but you must listen to my commandments. After hearing that my tears just flow down.. God still remember!

I was blinded and lost in the world and now im found in His love once again. His perfect love...

Dead tired...

Photo exhibition later on! So i'll be working till 2pm later then head back home to change then rush to clack quay to help to set up for the photo exhibition. Im so damn tired, worked full shift today again. My brain juice used finish today at work. void here and there, staff doing wrong payment so i have to re-do it. Until i dont know what im doing. I was woken up by them during my break when i was sleeping in my deep dream. didnt have dinner, too tired to eat. When my 1st in-charge not in the shop. All the shit things always happen one. damn. And i got training later on in the morning at 9am! ahyooo.... reall dead tired! Then think after the photo exhibition i will probably be going double O with my ladies for ladies night. And i got Church camp the next day. Havent pack anything yet! And i have to wear formal for my photo exhibition! I dont know what to wear... No formal clothes.

Cant wait for Church Camp! LOVE.

fairy tale

又再想 情形原来多公平
谁人如能使我
经常欢乐,也能使我哭
恋爱是 无形如童话精灵
无形而能使我心情起伏反而感觉满足

我愿为爱作牺牲
耗尽了我的真
完成童话内戏份
现实纵使伤感,破碎公主的心
玻璃折射那幻觉
幻觉极迷人

王子,从来未遇到灰姑娘
天神从来未造出玻璃鞋
还是相信恋爱幻觉
童话拼合爱的方块

假如存在幸福玻璃鞋
假如神或上天肯安排
期望给我只管看一眼
只管穿一穿也愉快

成就一对 可拥有一刹
花一生积蓄
我愿买 期望跟你只管吻一吻
只管想一想 也愉快!

cinderella one day would be good enough (:

):

当我看我的脚踝袜, 不知不觉就穿了六个多月。时间都过得好快哦! And today i dont know how come broke it! ): Can i get that fix?

The Past

aye tal, THIS IS FOR YOU!

thanks for the lil email you sent me. Haha, im touched. Yesh, we will hang out soon and im really misses those time when we did so many crazy things. Haha. LOVE!!!!






Guess who is this? Hees, cris.. dont laugh

Lil Joel now become Big Joel!

I misses those time!!!!!

I found this photo that took many years ago, think is kinda funny. This photo took at sentosa when me and joshQ went to plan our amazing race for the youth. Haha..

im happy, he asked (:

Yesh, im back from Taipei on Wednesday's Night (:

The trip was good :D The picture on top is the picture i took at Taiwan. Nice right? Hees.. I will post the pictures soooonn... As i will be very busy these few days. (:

Great, i am able to go Church camp! But there's a price i need to pay... I need to work numbers of full shift! And im damn broke now, how am i gonna pay? lol. and i rejected someone invitation to an ball! ): He want me to be his partner, cos he gonna grad from his OCS. Yea, fall on the 20th June. Too bad, i need to put God first. And well, im happy he asked me. (:

I cant explain how excited i am (:

In another few more hours i will be at Taipei. I cant put in word to tell you how excited i am right now! Hees.. So far, i only been to Msia and Thailand! Then Taiwan will add to my list. (: Soon it will be HK, Korea, Jap, Aust, Rome and many many more.....! (if i am rich enough) Haha.

Oh work today was... terrible! Hhaa, actually not terrible lar. Just more challenging. I just feel that im always on my own, have to handle things that i never handle before and my 1st in-charge always not in the shop, cos we're always different shift. When i step into the shop then she will leave the shop. So i've to settle everything on my own. There's no coaching or communication about work. Actually i always have cold feet when my staff come to me when they dont know what to do with the customer then i've to act "everything will be alright" look to settle with the customer. I needs to think fast in-order to talk to customer when they just suddenly bomber me with many questions! Not easy eh, must act like i know everything. And i just transfered to AWHL, so i dont really know how they do things and where they place the stock. I got staffs that working in awhl for 2-4 months can come and tell me 'where is this stock?' My goodness, i just work in awhl less than a week and they work for quite sometime and they dont know. (and i know where is it) Well, im trying to adapt. Control my temper and be patient. I realised that im actually very kind hearted enough not to say them when they do wrong things. Maybe bcos i just came only so i dont wanna say much. Maybe their standard is lower, APRG's standard is higher. More hardworking i think.. APRG's customer service is better, really. I do miss APRG ALOT!

My bone will break soon after working at AWHL.


Bye, will update when come back! LOVE!

Cant wait! ONE more day!

My wallpaper!

Yeshh!

Im going Taiwan TOMORROW! Heehee.. Cant wait!

Went to got my money changed today! $707 Sing to $15500 Taiwan. So im damn broke now arhh... I havent plan finish about our taiwan's schedule! Haha.. Only highlighted which place to go. I havent pack my clothes yet, dont know what to wear there. Must look good arh, cos will take loads of pictures! hahaha. Guess this June will pass very fast, Beacuse i got so many things needed to do.

Cant wait to have holis, im emotionally and physically tired.

Settlers Cafe

Ladies gathering again. Was fun though im ultra tired after my training. Haha. Went settlers cafe to had dinner and played board game! Not bad place to hang around with friends and to play many many gamesss...

Think hard! How to take the block without dropping the board.

After settlers, went to slack around at CQ.

94%

Yay, had pratical test today at work. I passed! 94% ! Hees, am happy with it.. :D And today i work full shift... *Tired* So far, this is my 4 days at AWHL.. Still Okay.. Trying to adapt yaa! I've to be on my own now.... I misses APRG so badly, hur! Winnie babe also miss me too much. Haha. She wanna ask boss to trf me back. Haha, but not easy lar.. Awhl, already not enough inchage. How to trf? Anyway will take time yaa, is a challange to me! I wanna see if i capable to do it or not? I wanna show others i can do it! Haha, trying to change some of the awhl thingy.. But cannot too obvious, later the staff there unhappy. Not good arhh.. Although now is GSS, but sales still as bad. Especially AWHL!. And this month APRG's sales target is so high lar. Double of AWHL's sales target!!!!

I've training later on... Will be going back HQ. After that meeting WQ they all at settlers cafe (Clark Quay). She booked the table already, sure will be fun! But i will be so tired arhh... Next day full shift again! *tried tired* After saturday... It will gonna be great! Going taiwan!!!!!!!!!! Oops, i havent change to taiwan's money.. Gonns change $700 sing, should be enough arh? I'm really not sure whether i can make it to church camp or not? Cos i cant possible take so many leaves then my poor 1st in-charge have to work so many many full shift again! my taiwan trip will make her work 5 days full already! sigh, but i pray that i can go arh. Whatever....

Pizza Hut

Finally met up with my dearest today. We had Pizza Hut at lucky plaza. Haha... Accompany Candy dearest to look for bikini and yeah she got it! She wanna wear it for this coming sunday for her sentosa trip. Too bad, i cant join her as i will be going Taiwan on that day. Yay!

Yea, you can see no matter how old are we, we still act cute. Haha. Growing older and older arhh... ): We gonna be twenty soon... OLD!

When come to food, Candy is a very small eater. So i've to help her to finish her food. Thats why i always look bigger size than her. All her fault lar.. Hhaha


She still look like a small kid, right? Let me intro... My bestest friend in this BIG BIG WORLD.......

Candid shot by Candy

Went to look for Christina at nearby her work place. Yay, 3 of us again! Haha..