n-levels

5 days toward n-levels~

graduation service

wooow....
today super high sia...
hahasSs...

today was my graduation day for all this years in this sch.
was kinda sad and excited.

was quite fun oso...

took a lot of pics today with my classmates and teachers.

and i made around 4o cards for my classmates and teachers.

so good of me rite?

hahasSs...

had graduation service in the afteroon.

my classmates guys some of them formed a band.

they played for praise and worship.

cant believe man...

the most shocked me is that most of them is non-christian!!

acutaully knew it a few days ago.

bcoz i was there with them for worship practise a few days ago.

really proud of them...

impressed me!!

they played very well...

well done guys!!!

some of the gals cried.

but i never...

feel like crying but my tear juz cant come out.

althought i can cry easily.

hahasSs...

felt the same way when i was pri 6.

hahasSs...

but this time was more fun!!

Ooohh... back to the graduation service...

2 of my classmates went to stage to talk.

after they talk finished. our class all stand up and support them.

was darn cool ya. unity in us!!

i went to hug my female teacher and friends!!
cant bear to leave them.

a lot of teachers that taught my class b4. all love my class man~

hahasSs...

some of my classmates even bring their sch shirt for we all to write best wisher.

and we all one by one went to stage to collect our report book oso.

my prelims result was not bad... better than the previous exams... got improve.

but still not the results i wants.

still mus work hard lar....

today indeed was a wonderful day ya.

from tml onward to n-levels no sch ya.

self revision at home.

but tml i going out with around 20 of my classmates.

then after that mus study le...

hope after n-levels. still will keep in touch with them.

juz got almost whole class msn add and hp nos le.

4 Agape ya rox man!!!

love ya!!!!!!

muaks ya!!!!!

days 4 suspension..

days 4 of suspension...

was quite angry today...

my hair kanna caught by teacher.
kao~
i tied all my hair up oso will kanna caught.
my baby short short hair oso wants to catch.
what the hell.....
the sch rules suck lar...
no wonder some of the lower sec students wanted to transfer sch..

today a lots of students hair kanna cut.
if i'm the gals whose kanna cut by the teacher.
i surely wont let the teacher cut de..
will fight for my hair till the end...

my ears sticks oso kanna caught.
but nvm lar..
its my fault mahs.
cannot wear extra ear sticks mahs.

hais...
going to leave this sch le.
i wont miss this sch de.
but i miss my class.
my sch mates.
my classmates
and some teachers.
[like: mr chin s w.mr steven wee.mr joseph teo.mr low s b.mr sim h g.mrs wong.etc

*\\9 days toward N-levels//*

days 3 suspension~

days 3 of suspension...

starting to become bored...

cant sleep.
only can study.
bring sweets to sch to eat.
hahasSs....
.sian.

+You Said+

When the skies turn black
I'm not afraid
Knew that You are there for me

You said...
You will never leave me or forsakes me
This is the promise
That You had promised me

I rest in Your peaceful hand
Cast all my problems to You
Knew that You will be there to handle it

Days had passed
Everything has changed
But my heart for You will never change

I'm really deeply in love with You
You are all I wants
You are all I need
The reason I live is to worship You...

.your everlasting love.

In your presence
I fall from You
In Your love
I cant breath
Your love is so un-conditional
That cover me full of love to love

Your love cover me out of hate
You taught me how to love...
You taught me how to forgive...
You taught me how to care...
You taught me how to bring joy to people...

You are the...
King of King
Lord of Lord
My saviour
My belover
My desire to live is to worship You...

.days 2 suspension.

days 2 of suspension.

quite happy today.

mr steven wee came to me and said something that really make me happy.

this are the conversation...

mr wee: how was your ministry?
me: huh? ministry? orh.... was 'ok' ya.
mr wee: how many childrens turn out on that day?
me: hmmm.... my church is quite small. so not a lot. around 20+-30+ bahs...
mr wee: then do you want to do something that biggest than this?
me: huh.... blur*
mr wee: wanna come and help me?
me: huh? your church? my gosh... your church is a big church lehs...
me: better stay to my own church... (faithful mahs)(hahasSs...)
mr wee: noo... its other church. do you heard of xxxxxxx church? juz 1 day...
me: ermmm.... no...
mr wee: so want to help?
me: when izzit?
mr wee: 3rd oct..
me: huh!!! cannot!! got n-level nehs...
mr wee: its on sat lar..
me: no... its sun... next day is monday n-level...
mr wee: oh yahor... okays... next time ya!!

end of conversation~

was very happy about it..

coz want to lead with him mahs.

and quite admired his talents.

but i rejected it...

coz need to study mahs...

very happy that he asked me...

but if i accept it... dont think i can do it~

so scary... but quite challenging ya....

hahasSs....

day 1 suspension

day 1 of suspension.

was quite oOkays...
never know suspension got lots of break dez...
not bad. not bad.
study all the way.
tired.
almost all the teachers or pastors who walk pass me surely ask me this question dez...
"why you are here?" and "what offence you had did?"...
so irritating...
dont know whether they 'concern' me or juz want to 'kapo'...
.sian.

sweet anticipation

Sweet anticipation;

It's giving me the butterflies

And my heartbeats racing

Cause loving you is beautiful*

When you're so irresistible ((:

You are all I need to get me

Through Like a falling star I fell for you*

You have taught me how to love

An angel sent from high above*

Now I know that all I need is you;

You're all I ever wanted;

You're the sweetest little thing on earth.

everything was okays.

yeah0oo....
mahahaSs...
everything was okaySs le.
still can take n-level.
only kanna....
5 days internal suspension.
and 40 hours sch service.

wows... 40 hours nehs!!!
hahasSs...
suspension start from next monday.
from 8am-2.30pm til friday.
then from 2.30pm-6pm sch service.
must do for 2-3 weeks then can complete the 40 hours.
sian.sian.sian.

but never mind lar.
at lease never kanna ban from n-level.
handphone only can get back when n-level is finish.
gonna miss my phone.....
heex...

thanks god.
thanks friends whose prayed for me ya. :)


after sch.
my class and other class got the "inter class friendly match".
NT class vs NA class.

was quite fun!!
we all gals played "netball" against the other class gals.

blessing gals won my class!!
but we all gals won devotion gals.
so happy!! coz i dont like devotion gals. so sucky!!
dont look down on my class gals.
although my class had very less gals.
mahahasSs...

my class guys super zai man!!

basketball the best!!!
they won almost all the match.
hahasSs...
coz got a lots of basketball player mahs and 1 national player!!!
wahahasSs...

soccer oso very zai!!
hahasSs...
they won!!!

a lot of teachers was quite surprise that my class won a lot of matchs.
although my class not good in study.
but good in "music","sports" and "techin"

love my class!!

4 Agape rox man!!!

proud of my class!! :)

sorry guys. never see you all playing soccer.
muz rush home mahs.
hahas...


went for my grandma's 70th bday at night!!
love her ya.
happy bday!!
muacks muacks~

no saddy!

had eoa n-level practical today.
i think can get high marks bahs.
hope no more careless mistake.
i oways very careless dez.
hahasSs.....

not really that sad and scared anymore.
never think too muchx.
leave it to god ya.
know he will handle it dez.

still the same old me.
laughting away even thou having trouble now.
hahasSs...
i'm fine ya.
dont worry ya.

will know it tml.

God help!!!

today was a very very bad day in all of my life in sec sch.
i'm in deep trouble. dead meat....

caught having 2 handphones and 1 cigarette box in my bag.
when i having my GCE-N-level yesterday.
not surpose to bring handphone dez.
the teachers had told we all to surrander our handphone.
but we didnt want to.
coz scared that the teachers will confiscated our phone.
so now got lots of trouble.

1 handphone and a crgettes box is belong to gary.

shit it~

maybe will not be able to take my n-levels.
waiting for my principle and MOE to decide.
never know that was serious.
thought juz confiscated handphone only.

never attend lesson today.
whole day sat outside the office.
with stanley.ah moi.teng loong and candy.
waited for almost 7 hours to talk to mrs tan (principle).
coz she look for we all.
mrs tan was so angry man.

now quite popular in sch le.
coz mrs tan (principle) said it to the whole n-levels students.(if i not wrong)
and she name out everyone of us.
she says maybe we all cant take n-level le.
she warned everyone not to bring handphone for exam.
if not she will ban the student who bring handphone.

after 7 hours waiting.
mrs tan came out of office. finally!!
she called we all to write a report of wad happened and apologize to her.
then after that she called we all to her conference room.
she spoke to we all.
she still havent make the decision whether want to ban we all for n-levels.
she says, she want to see our both parents on friday.
if not, our furture will be gone....


really very scared today.
although we all still laughted here and there outside the office.
but deep in our heart.
we all still very scared nehs.
prayed very hard today.
i told God that, if You let me get thru this.
i promised i will study hard for the remaining days.
really very regretted for bringing my phone.
i dont mind my phone kanna confiscated for a few months.
the main thing is that. i want to take n-levels.
its my last years le lehs...
only left 2 weeks den now got into trouble.

trouble with the MOE.
trouble with the principle.

God... help!!!

fucking idiot~

suck suck suck.
suck suck suck.

my handphone kanna confiscated!!!
my new phone!!!!
used not even 2 weeks...
sch soo sucks!!!!!

idiot bitch wendy teng.... <== You sux man!!!

this bitch is so rude....
checked our bags without our permission!!

not only my phone kanna confiscated.

these are the pples:
candy.
ah moi.
stanley.
teng loong.
gary.


maybe will kanna confiscated for 1 or 3 months...
suck lar~
hopefully won't!!!
if not mommy will come and take...

*\\ .sorry God for the words.//*

discouraged!

very discouraged today.
only got 67 marks for my prelim eoa.
'me' so suck!!
study le still the same...

You pple stop discourage me!!!
shut ur bloody idiot mouth!!!

jiawen jiawen.... wake up wake up!!!

sob~

very tired today.
went to church very early.
children worship was super tired!!

today ps glenn talked about..
"trust in the lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding"
from proverb....

tml sch le..
sob~
i dont want!!!!!!!!


*\\+21 days toward n-levels+//*

i juz cant wait

went to see cristal and joy dance today.
quite nice...
quite envy they all know how to dance.... talented!!
sooooo nice....
i like "wow"......
all the pples dance very nice....
they muz be put in alot of effort...
hahahaSss...



+.cant wait to finish my n-level+
+.cant wait to cut, rebond and highlight my hairs.+
+.cant wait to slack and play.+
+.cant wait to learnt drum from joshua.+
+.cant wait to all the things i wants to do.+

movie?

went to sch in the morning.
never learnt anything new today.
coz never listen to teacher.
*bad bad* hahasSs...

went out with josh, sera and jo in the aftenoon.
went for a movie.
watched "anacondas".
not bad. quite nice nehs.
hahasSs...
but quite scary sia. screamed.
heeex....

sorry josh....
he wants to watch the "garfield".
but we all dont want.
hahasSs...
maybe some other day?
heex..

I wan to watch "Cinderella story" and "13 going on 30"!!!!!!

coming soon movie that i want to watch: "White chicks".


went for prayer drive in church.
wad kinda tired but muz go...
still cant really pray infront of many pples.
so useless!!
hais....
only can pray to my ownselve to hear...
no confidence!!

just checked the information about the shatec course.
*so sad*
cant get in the course that i wanted so badly.
which is "Hotel management"....
they need O-level cert and the cost of the course is $12,000...
what the hell!!!!

sad sad sad sad........
now so lost!!
dont know where to go.
wanna cry le...
argh....
blame me lar... why never study hard in young!!
hais... done is done!! forget it!!

maybe i will considering "Certificate (Nitec) in Food & Beverage Operations".
or maybe learnt "hairstyling"? but my mum objecting!!!
hais.... will pray about it. let God decide what the best for me.

fun~

stay at home the whole day...
never study....
watch tv. use com. slept.

went out with sera.jo.shiao en.josh.
had a great time.
chatted.
hahasSs...
went to eat cartel.
missed cartel...
siao~
hahasSs.....

after that josh and me went to mac that near our house.
coz we both still dont want to go home..
wanted go bishan or amk central....
but a bit 'siao' to go at that time.
all the shop close le mahs.
we had ice-cream at mac.
so fat now!! hahasSs.........
but anyway never stay till too late.
coz josh's stupid sir called him and want him to bring the key back to that sir now.
so never stay for that long.
neway... enjoyed today oso!!!

ehh....
forgot about 1 part...
josh kanna scared by a aunty!!
coz he thought that the aunty was a 'ghost'!!!
hahasSss...
so funny... saw his re-action....
*cute nehs*
the aunty wif a long hair and a dark make-up...
she called me "xiao mei mei......" (hairs all stand up le)
she asked me for road direction for the 7 month concert things...
so eeeeee........
hahasSs...
but i never get scared but josh did!!!
heex....

dead tired...

went out with mei hui to town again.
sian. oways go town. bcoz s'pore is small mahs. no where to go le.
actually never plan to go out today dez.
want to stay at home to gain more energy and to rest. coz been going out lately.
last min decided dez. mei hui called me to ask me out ya.
meet mei hui at 3.30pm at orchard.
this time. she's the one who late.
hahasSs... fair fair.... xp

wanted to watch movie today.
but the movie time isnt wad we wanted.
then went to ps to watch ya.
but in the end... the movie time again not wad we wanted.
coz will end around 12am... sian..
really very sad nehs.
wanted to watch cinderella so badly.
i think it's really a nice movie man...
hais... next time bahs..
after that went to city hall to chiew....
reached home around 10.20pm...

What can i say?

for so many days never blog le.
too lazy and dont know wad to blog.
heex...

went for aunty lilian wake on 2-3rd sept.
aunty lilian is a well respectful woman that i know.
not really close with her.
but i know that she's a sweet woman.
oways sees her smiling and playing with joel.
actually quite sad that she had left this world.
but i'm happy that she's now with our heavenly Father!!


now youth got a new pastor that from Philippine.
he might stay or not stay in the youth.
he will be staying in church for 1 month to see whether our church want to take him as our youth pastor.
and whether God want to place him there.
the pastor glenn known that i'm teen cell leader le..
actually dont want him to know dez... cant hide..
feel so useless... and i'm not confidence to say i'm a teen cell leader!
sometime i feels that i'm not being a good cell leader.
never set a good example for the teens...
wad kind of cell leader am i? so suck!!
damn it....

this few days been dreaming of pastor dennis.
really really miss him badly man.
never get in touch with him.
dont know wad happen to his life now.
i miss his family oso.

brought a new hp [nokia7610]...
mommy brought it for me dez...
take it as my bday present...
really want to thanks her man...
love the hp a lot...
*happy happy*


took my chinese n-level exam le.
i think i didnt do well... maybe cant get A1!!
listening maybe can get full marks.
but written... there's a few careless mistake sia...
hais....
now muz forcus on the other subjects le.


left 26 days toward n-levels exam...