i just got a new phone(N80) on thursday.
and i missing my old phone(Nokia 7610) right now.
my old phone still da best man.used for like 2yrs.

i dont know if i regret buying that phone.
i know my ear is gonna be fills with all my mum's complaining about how expensive the phone she brought for me and all that. and teeling me to dont waste any of her money cos she is broke now.
well, i got pissed whenever she said that. cause i didnt say i really wanna get that phone (i didnt plan to change my phone btw.). and since she wanna get for me that phone then she must know that for the next month she will be quite broke.wadever.anyway i know my mommy loves me thats why she wanna get that phone for me.. THANK YOU~

i didnt go for the SECDC modelling final meeting yday.
i guess i am out now.
i dont mind i am out, cause i know if i commit myself in that. then i'm sure that i cant commit myself in ministry and God. i know i had made the right decision.
only in Christ i found myself, aman (:


i'm so afraid i am far away from You oh God.
cause without You, i am nothing.
Lord, i wanna be with you.
this is my prayer i pray.

current song playing : i'm a winner.

someone actually said that, blogging is not good for health.
because most likely people who blog will end up blogging about their sadness and became very emo. or even some will blog about their angryness/complaining on someone.. i believe not all will blog about all the negative stuff or feelings.but they will blog about the beautiful stuff or day they had been.

as for me, i am trying to blog those beauitful stuff that i had.
but then....once i sit in front of the com and starting to blog. no matter wad, i will still blog about all the emo things. IS NOT GOOD.NOT GOOD.

i will pray to God and ask Him to give me wisdom to blog about good thing.?. aman?.
GOD!. u heard that??....

hees :P


well, life is never a smooth sailing.
i accept it.
i know He will bring me thru.
aman!.



Even in laughter the heart may ache, and joy may end in grief.- Proverbs 14:13

realizing actually 'FORGIVING IS HARD'.
especially someone that you love hurts you.

Happy Birthday Joshua Joseph!!!!
loves yaa!.. (:

well, never blog for so long.
i got lots of things wanna blog. but then some of da stuff is quite personal.maybe next time i gonna change my URL?.

my midyr exam just started yday.
am stressful.so do everyone.
i dont ask for getting a good results. just wanna improve.or get a better than last time results.

just look thru all my testimonal in friendster.
well, all da memorise is all over there.
some friends that used to be quite close and now not that close anymore. or some even changed or din keep in touch liao.so saddening~
i'm being emotional now. shall stop it.

hugme.ineedyou.


He fulfills the desires of those who fear him; he hears their cry and saves them. -Psalm 145:19