connection grp

stay at home da whole afternoon..
den went for connection grp at nitee.

connection grp todday was good nehs.
lurve da topid today.
and there's food!!
coz never eat for lunch and dinner so damn hungry.
hahas...
i think everyone ate alotz.

topid today was heart of worship.

da worship is good.
coz da presence of god is here.

yeahhs~

at da grad nite

grad nite was not bad.

too bad...
candy, nick, anli, yuling, gary, lao, liang, moi, kelly, etc.. is not there....


everyone was very handsome and pretty and gorgeous.
and the wearing was very nicee...
hahas...


i was choosen for my class prom queen
hahas...
damn embarrassed sia.
da MC (yazid) announced my name and i need to go to da stage.
they want me and my class prom king danec.
but we didnt coz too pai sai lehs.
and they play all da fast songs, like usher, maroon 5 etc!??
hahas...
and da gals there almost all quite pretty lor...
make miee so embarrassed.
haahs...

but never get into da final.
hahas...
not pretty enough and never dance..
hahas...
knew it lar..
hahas... got 5 bucks isatan voucher.
chey.... hahahahas


my grad nite table pples was damn funny.
hahas.
miee, mei hui and darrick seat with 7 express pples (wen jie, andrew.... etc) .
they are kinda funny ya.
our table quite noisy oso.
lucky got them if not this table will be very quiet.
they brought life to da table!!
hahas.


da grad nite oso got lucky draw.
but never win anything.
hahas...
gheen hean won da 1st prize lor...
da mp3 plus da vcd player.
wow.... so good!!!
and derrick won 20 bucks geo voucher.
not bad oso.
and teng wee won a book!!?
hahahs... da book is talking abt da word war II..
omg...a boring book!!
hahas...


after da grad nitee.
we all went to orchard road to took pics.
walked till my feets was very pain!!
coz of my high heel.
quite high nehs.
thanks god never fall down.
mahahas....

mei hui's sis send us there and back home.
so good of her!!

reached home around 12am..
then went online now to blog...
hahahas..

gd niteee =)

grad nite

going grad nite later.



dont know wad will it be.....

siann

very bored.
come on-line to waste time.
been staying at home from monday till now.
but later going out with dennis, jason and shiao en to watch sharktale.
finally go out.

frens been askin miee to go out but i dont want.
very broke now.
hais.
everyday very broke de.
must save money.
hahahas....
gordon hor?

juz send msg thru friendster to gerled josh to make fren.
hahas...
he lurve beach and he's quite tanned.
hahas...
feels so despo.
hahhas...

-waiting for his reply now-


if mie like that guy,
i surly go for it.
to tell him how i feel toward him or hint him de.
although sometime you will get hurt.
but you never try, how will you know?
but dont be too confident~
hahas..
and muz think twice before you think anything (shan si er hou sin).


gal should be da one guy go after.
but i dont mind.
and now already 2004 yrs.
hahas...


-must go for da things you want-

church

ahhhh....
very tired...

for da 7 weeks need to go church very early.
need to be in church b4 8am.
very early nehs.

church today was good?
hahas...
yup.

the s'pore idol was NICE!!
and of cos da dance oso very GOOD.
well done pple!!

da s'pore idol was very funny.
cant stop laughting.
hahas..
kumar acted very good.
"everytime"
hahas....


after church mie joined cris connection grp for cell.
the cell....
hmmm...
very sad...
hais...


after that went to bishan for lunch and movie.
but mie never stay for movie.
coz today its mommy bday.
so muz be home early for dinner!

eat at cartel.
never eat finish all.
cant finish it.
lucky got the guys to finish it.
should share wif cris coz we both cannot finish it.
hahas..

took neos oso...
mie and jason went to buy ring for dennis oso.
becoz never give him bday present mahs..
he's kinda surprised!
hahas...

oh ya..
joy lost her handphone!!
she's damn sad.
so angry with da pple who took her phone.
those who took her phone sure punish by god de!!
hais...

never buy present for mommy.
very broke now.
buy present for frens but never buy for mommy..

neways...

Happy bday to mommy!!!

lurve you lots.
muacks ya.

youth

met jo, cris and heman for lunch.
ate yoshinoya.
very long never eat that le.

after that went to da TNG's house for youth.

during the youth.
we had some know each other guessing games.
and oso need to think abt some questions.

*why need to honour God?
*wad is your talent?

honouring God??
.... coz He first lurve mie.

TALENT??
hmmm... i have no talent nehs.
cant think of any.
still searching for my talent.



God...
i really wish to know.
sometime i feel so useless.
no talent at all.
what is my talent??????
not i want to look down on myself.
but its true that i so stupid and useless.




-re-new mie oh God-

dated

aiiiyoos...


went out with wei jie for a movie today.
meet him at ps 3pm.
but i was late.
hahas..
nvm.
guy should wait for gal , rite??
hahas

reached the ps then mie immediately went to toilet to HIDE!?
hahas...
very scared to see him.
coz we both never see each other b4.

i meet him anyway.
hahas.
i was quite quiet than compared to the crazy self.
hahas...

we watched "taxi".
not bad show.

after da movie.
he drove mie to church for da connection grp.
hahas...


he's quite nice.
but not da type of guy i like.
not gentlemen enough.
hahas
bleahs~
only can be fren norx...


today cell was okays.
but i think i too tired le bahs.
things cannot go in my mind and me quite slow oso.
so muz put in extra effort.
hais hais...

eyebrow

finally went to cris house there pluck eyebrow.

woos...
nice sia.
the aunty did my eyebrow not bad.
next time must go back there and do again..
ahhas.
all thanks to cris ya??
hahas...

lurve my eyebrow!!

after da eyebrow.
went to cris house again.
oways go to her house to slack sia..
hahas...

after that went to find young zhen.
waited for him for quite long sia...
urgh..
juz to passed him some of the text and workbook.
in the end ...
ended up talking to him for quite long.
hahasSs....
and his mommy (my aunt) asked me to stay for dinner.
but me rejected..
coz papa had brought my dinner...
hahas..
tooooo badd...

sentosa

went to sentosa.
with she she...
hahas
but...
never really tanned that much.
coz its raining!!

nvm..
still enjoyed ya.


wei jie wanted to meet me today de.
coz he is juz near by HF mrt.
but me dont wamt.
coz i looked a bit red-ish burn.
hahahs...
tooo bad...
bababba..


after the sentosa.
went to cris hourse to pluck eyebrow.
but in the end cancelled le.
coz the eyebrow aunty will be reaching the place very late.
so never.

anything but ordinary

-Anything but Ordinary-


Sometimes I get so weird
I even freak myself out
I laugh myself to sleep
It's my lullaby
Sometimes I drive so fast
Just to feel the danger
I wanna scream
It makes me feel alive

Is it enough to love?
Is it enough to breath?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please

To walk within the lines
Would make my life so boring
I want to know that
I Have been to the extreme
So knock me off my feet
Come on now give it to me
Anything to make me feel alive

Is it enough to love?
Is it enough to breath?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please
I'd rahter be anything but ordinary please.

Let down your defences
Use no common sense
If you look you will see that this world is this beautiful accident turbulent suculent oppulent permanent
No way I wanna taste it
Dont wanna waste it away

Sometimes I get so weird
I even freak myself out
I laugh my self to sleep
It's my lullaby

Is it enough?
Is it enough?
Is it enough to breath?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please

Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please

thanks josh

i'm sick.
having a bad flu now.
fever soon.
very tired now.


ohh...
thanks josh.
he given me a bday card.
really appreciated it.
especially the words he written.
lurve ya...
muacks ya...


and wei jie juz msged me.
will be meeting him on thurs.
will be having lunch oso.
will be watching movie in the afternoon.
coz i need to watch s'pore idol at night.
times and place already planned.
go out with adult is like that de.
muz plan 1st then go.
hahasSs...


was pissed yesterday.
i shall not say why...
but nvm le.


went to aunty chalet last night.
had bbq.
never stay over.
it's a family garthering?
hahas... i guess so.
but but....
my mommy and my papa never come.
oways like that de.
i mean my papa.
mommy was sick so she never go.
missed them.

was fun??
hmmm... was okays.
coz mommy not there.
we all sang kalaok..
my 2nd aunty sang till like shit!!
hahas...
but my cousin....
wow.....
very damn nice.
our family best singer or vocal.
hahas...
can join s'pore idol?
hahas...


candy intro me a job.
its coffee bean.
not bad lar.
but muz go for 3 months training [if i not wrong].
1 hr 4 dollars.
if work till mid-night is 5.50 dollars.
i was okays with it.

but last min...
she msged me said that....
cannot colo hairs.
what the hell...
den i juz replied her that 'nvm, forget it...'
i wont dye back my hair becoz of the job.

anyway...
my aunty intro me another job.
maybe can get the job which its better pay.
but the job place is very far away.
dont know where is it oso.
work as a admin.
ans calls, deal with business pple with appointment and typing.
not bad ya.
but scary.
hahas...
but cannot be late oso.
the boss very firece de [as wad my aunty said]
good its that no need to work on sat and sun.
start work only on dec...
but not yet know whether i will get this job notx.

help

god.

i'm tired...

help....

my soul is tired...

empower me!!!



ALL IN ALL

YOU ARE MY STRENGTH WHEN I AM WEAK
YOU ARE THE TREASURE THAT I SEEK
YOU ARE MY ALL IN ALL

SEEKING YOU AS A PRECIOUS JEWEL
LORD TO GIVE UP I'D BE A FOOL
YOU ARE MY ALL IN ALL


JESUS, LAMB OF GOD
WORTHY IS YOUR NAME
JESUS, LAMB OF GOD
WORTHY IS YOUR NAME

TAKING MY SIN, MY CROSS, MY SHAME
RISING AGAIN I'LL BLESS YOUR NAME
YOU ARE MY ALL IN ALL

WHEN I FALL DOWN YOU PICK ME UP
WHEN I AM DRY YOU FILL MY CUP
YOU ARE MY ALL IN ALL

yes or no??

am i in lurve??
hahasSs...
yes or no??

yea...
i should not!!

hahas....
but the feeling is different.
you are so sweet and nice to me.
but... are you true to me??


-stupid fool-

gym

woke up very late today.
11am??
hahas...


went to gym with mei hui.
then after that went to nyp to eat.



oh yeah~
wei jie msged me in the morning 3+am yesterday.
he came back from australia!
no need to msg him to australia le.
hahas...
but he only will be staying for 12 days.
and now left 10 days le.
very fast nehs.

he wish to meet me up.
but still havent decide yet.
scare ya.
hahasss....
maybe watching taxi..
hahasSs...

useless sia...

-useless-

feel so useless..
ah...... hais.....

never involve in any 40 days purpose stuff...
feel so useless...
like everyone is involve in the 40 days purpose.
all so busy.
see everyone work so hard for the events.
only me are the one who is slacking!!

been consoling myself that.
i should be happy that can relax myself that not involve in anything.
but i'm not. very sad. useless??

no one can understand how i feel.
feel so stress now.
not only this problem.
got lots of problems.

suddenly felt so not confidence in doing anything.

no one i can talk to.
only can talk to my blog.
thanks god i still got this blog to talk to.


-no direction in life-

no direction in life.
dont know wad to do.
dont know what will my life be.



-romance??-

no one i could think of who i can fall in love.
my prince charming havent come yet.
no hurry. =)

useless??

woke up very early today.
have to meet jo,sera,reynerd and cris at the mrt first.
reached the greenroots club at around 9.20am.

attended one christain course.
super boring sia!!!!
dont know wad he talking.
juz know that...
sex?? juz do it!!
hahahasSs.....
lucky the workshop not that long.
finished at ard 11am.

then after that went to eat lunch.
and we all went to jo and sera house to watch "cat woman".
was okays ya.
fall asleep half way.
but woke up to watch the last part.
hahahs...

then after that went to church.
juz becoz to help josh to bring back his smelly sock.
i washed okays!!
see... i so good!!
hahasSs...
josh, you must thanks me okays?!
hahas....

.busy.

went down to church this 2 days with cris.

went down to do the photos gallery.
was okays...
and of coz tired!!
hahas....

turn out to be??
not bad lor.
at lease we put in effort ya.

shit it off

very super sad now.

what's the pro with you gals??
oways quarrel around.

dont you feel tired??
if you dont feel tired,
i'm tired!!
althought i'm not invol in...
but i see until tired.

I swear

I swear by the moon and the stars in the sky.
And I swear like the shadow that's by your side.

I see the questions in your eyes.
I know what's weighing on your mind.
You can be sure I know my heart.

Coz I'll stand beside you through the years.
You'll only cry those happy tears.
And though I make mistakes.
I'll never break your heart.

And I swear by the moon and the stars in the sky.
I'll be there.
I swear like a shadow that's by your side.
I'll be there.

For better or worse, till death do us part.
I'll love you with every beat of my heart.
And I swear.

I'll give you every thing I can.
I'll build your dreams with these two hands.
We'll hang some memories on the walls.

And when just the two of us are there.
You won't have to ask if I still care.
Coz as the time turns the page, my love won't age at all.

And I swear by the moon and the stars in the sky.
I swear (and I swear) like the shadow that's by your side.
I'll be there.

For better or worse, till death do us part.
I'll love you with every beat of my heart.
And I swear.

I swear (I swear) by the moon and stars in the sky.
I'll be there.
I swear like the shadow that's by your side.
I'll be there.

For better or worse, till death do us part.
I'll love you with every (single) beat of my heart.
I swear, i swear, oh... i... swear


by: All 4 One/Boys II Men


this song is indeed a nice and lovely song.
still rem...this is one of the best song that i listened when i was young.
intro by my bro...

why guy is like that??

there's no good guy in this world??

why guys like pretty gal??


very irritating!!!


this world is so real....



-lose confidence in guys-

starts of 40 days purpose

went to church very early at 7.50am.
took cab. although i super broke.
hahas...


the sermon today was good.
but i kinda tired so dont really listen that much.

hahasSs...

and everything was G00d!!

was very excited for the 4o days purpose things.
coz they had put in lots of effort for this.


well done guys~


after church went to bishan for lunch.

wow... spend a lotzz of money today on foods.

anyway...
got nth to blog.
hahhas...

cris house

went to cris house in the afternoon before youth.

help her to rebonded her hair.
and she help me to scanned neos/photos in the computer.

her hair become more straighten.
all thanks to me!!
hahasSs...


after that went to heartland mall for lunch at mac.
and we took neos oso!!
hahas....
was the nicer!!
hahasSs...



after that youth....
stay in church til 10pm.
to prepare for the 4o days purpose stuff...

above all

Crucified
Laid behind a stone
You lived to die
Rejected and alone
Like a roseTrampled on the ground
You took the fall
And thought of me
Above all

hate my feelings

i hate my feelings.
why i still loves you?


what make me loves you?
what good about you?
why my feelings i had for you come back again??



oh lord...
please help me.
i hate to fall in love again with human.

i was very happy that i dont fall in love with anyone..
but now....
hope wont!!

i dont want it to happen!!!!


hope i will find my prince charming.
so that i can forget him.
am i very selfish??
isnt i bad???

what more i want?

hais hais....

swim??

wanted to swim today de.
with mag..
in the end reached the swimming complex.
then never go in and swim.
and i was wearing my swimming suit.

then in the end went to sera's house to accompany her.

anyway....
we three had fun oso, yea??
hahasSs....
just that sera is okays then never mind about the swimming.
next time oso can go again ya.
hees heezz....

went to eat after that.
we ate a lots.
like a pig!!
hahasSs...

and its a long story so i should not say.
coz i'm lazy...

hahasSs...
lalalas...


went to bishan with mag after that.
shop around.

we took NEOs!!

hahasSs....
nice arh!!
and funny!!

second times took neos with her le.
hahas..

muz be honoured!!

hahasSs...

anyway enjoyed today ya.
although i super broke now!!

hahas...

-sentosa-

sentosa here i come....

hahasSs....

went to sentosa again.
my fav place.
muz go there everytime.
really loves the place man.
where i can relax myself.

hahasSs....

but never see any handsome or cute guy in sentosa until now.
but nvm lar.
not interest in all this.
hahasSs...
the most matter is that i can have fun there and relax myself!!

hees heez...

after that went to town.
spend a lots of money sia.
that's why now i'm very damn broke.

brought a gal gal shoes and a shirt with a butterfly on it.
so nice.

loves shopping man~

hahasSs....

super super broke.

hees heez....

resting~

resting at home today.
after so much fun the past few days.
must rest now.
if not no energy to go out.
hahasSs...

lets party days 3

woke up very early.
heman, jason and joy stay over-night at the chalet.

was damn late for church.
need to be there at 9am but reached there at 9.35am?

hahas....
performed infront of the church.
was not really well performed..
hais...


went to orchard after church.

andrea asked the teens cell to go orchard to ask pples to ans question to write at the bored.
the question is "what on earth am i here for?"

teen cell again!!!!

why cant be the young adult cell to do it??
was damn pissed~
they scared to lose face or wad??
andrea says that, becoz the teens can mix well with the youngster.
the young adult cannot mehs??
weird!!

what the hell~

just dont want the young adult cell to go just say lor...
no need to say so much.

anyway....
its quite fun oso...

met a lots of different pples.
some good and some bad.


guess wad we saw??

joy, sera and me saw 'DAVID YEO'!!!!

my gosh!!!
he's so damn cute!!!
he's tall oso!!
oh my gosh my gosh...
i cant breath le.
haahhas...
bleahs~

we all asked him to write.
he wrote,"To know Jesus and be like Him"...

my gosh....
so holy ya??
hahas...

took a pic of him.

joy was sad.
becoz dont have her in the pic.
only sera.
so sera was damn happy, ya?
hahas
but sad...
i'm not inside!!
hahas.....


after that went to a cafe to eat.

ate a cheese cake!!
my gosh...
so nice!!
hahass...

they sang me 'birthday song again'!!
was very touched!!
hahahas

thanks for making my birthday so wonderful ya!!



l0oves all of you~


muacksSs....