Sunday, October 31, 2004

lets party days 2

days 2...

slept from 7+am to 11.30am.
slept a few hours only.

went to meet jason, jo and reynerd to do for the friendship week.
walked very long way to pasir ris park.
tired~

had friendship week there.
jo, jason and me in-charged.
not bad ya.
amazing race...
quite fun??
kays.

friendship week ended.


birthday party...

dennis, jo, reynerd, sera, joy, cristal and heman was there.
josh Q, josh J, mag, jason and shiao en was there a few hours later.


we all gals rocks rite??
power rite??
yesh??
hahasS...

only cris, sera, joy and me are the one who bbq.
so smelly!!!

the guys like.......
hais haisS.....


hahasSs...


after that....

cut the cake.
they feed me cake.
the guys (josh Q, dennis, jason and josh J) feed till so disgusted.
yashh....

the gals ok lor.
only cris and joy was like trying to make my face dirty.
hahasSs...

so happy man~



lets party!!!!

enjoyed a lot for my birthday!!!
thanks all the frens who came for my birthday chalet!!!!
really appreciated ya... =)

2 days BBQ!~


days 1.

with my sec sch frens..


a lots of them went to my grandma house to help me to take the bbq things.
so touched.
never ask them.
almost all of them ownself want to help.
really very darn happy to heard that.

thanks pple!!


thanks god.
can check-in!!
coz muz be 18 and above.
took my sis-in-law IC to check-in.
give mei hui to check-in coz she look more like my sis-in-law.
hahas...


wow....
my sec sch frens!!!
never expected to be so many peoples turns out.
thought around not more than 25 peoples.
in the end more than that!!

guess wad they did to me??

they....
hahasSs....

-they chased me out of the room.
-they locked the door to dont let me hear wad they talking. candy was there to look after me.
-they opened the door and let me in.
-they sing "HAPPY BIRTHDAY" song to me.
-they smack a small cake toward my face.
-so i attacked back. but still lose.
-they asked me go toilet and wash my face. so i went.
-another 2 frens [teng wee & mei hui] went to the toilet and locked themself in the bath room.
-they started to spread water on me. and i tried to push open the toilet door but cant... coz they are outsid pulling the toilet handle.

oh my gosh!
and i'm wearing a white top!!!
so can see thru???
hahasSs...

isnt they bad??
yesh~ they are!!

anyway me enjoyed it!!
hahasSs...


never sleep the whole nite.

candy,mei hui and me walked around in the mid-night to look for handsome or cute guys.
but me and candy never find any.
but mei hui found her!!
oways called him as "red colo cap de".
wanted to help her to get that guy nos.
but suddenly the 'red colo cap boy's fren which is gal was there so never go and take.
they know. coz we kept looking at them.
but whose care??
hahas....

wen to buy hock oso.
got achol inside.
each of us brought 1 botter.
under-age cannot buy.
but still buy.

the cashier never check our IC.
so we all passed thru.

yeahs~


dranks aready started to became crazy.
but still can control.
only felt very 'HIGH'!!
hahasSs...
then we all on TECHNO music until very loud [until next door complained to the chalet office... hahas...] to dance and listen.
super high sia!!
but never do anything naughty...
hahas....


played blind-mice in the room.
was very fun!!
ran here ran there...
although is a very childish game.
but still play.


talked ghost storys till day-break.
quite scary sia.
some more talk at a very dark dark place.
hahas.
but not bad....



Saturday, October 30, 2004

you oways there

when i sad.
you will oways there for me.
when i cry.
you will oways there to dry my tears.
when i need console.
your music consoled me.


i will on your songs of praise and worship as loud as possible.
so that i will not hear my crys.
and listen to you.


i hate to cry.
but i have no choice.
this is way that i can release it.


when i call upon you.
you will never say no..


*loves you lots*



-i believe in you-



Friday, October 29, 2004

I HATE YOU

I HATE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!



the rest of my life..........



i promise i WILL....
i dont give a DAMN!!!!

Thursday, October 28, 2004

happy outing

went out with char...
very long time never go out with her le.
have a talked with her.

was quite a happy outing.
she's so sweet.

char is a person that will...
make you want to love her but very hard to love her oso..



Tuesday, October 26, 2004

*stress*

hais...

very stress about my birthday chalet.
feel like cancelling.

look like very less sec sch frens are coming for my bday which is on 29th oct.

dont know wad to do for my bday sia.

stress stress stress!!!!!

shit it~

-a new friend-

juz got to know a guy!!

wow....

he damn cute and handsome sia.

i think his character not bad de worx.

but i dont go for cute guy...
mahahas....

all thanks to candy.
connect thru darlin.
she oso dont really know him.
so she juz added him.

msged that guy that i want to make friend with him.
guess wad he reply??

he give me his friendster add with a smile and laughed.

wow... so cuteeee!!!

no motive on him ya.
juz want to make friend with him only.
know more friend~

wish to add him in my msn...


what happen to me??
soooo...
hahasSs....


- i want to know you-

Monday, October 25, 2004

the movie.

went out with candy todayto watch movie.

she was damn late.
thanks god i had help her to buy the ticket le.
and thanks god.. she reached when the movie juz started.
so never miss it ya.

watched "yesterday once more".
a very nice show.
and a very touching show [last part]

but i never cry.

feel like crying but cant cry out.
if last time me, i surely i cry like hell.
but now... dont know why...
hahasSs...

after that went to take NEOs...


candy 1st time saw my new hairstyle.
she said, i loook very mature and look so different.
dont look like last time...

hahasSs...

i look so chao lao mehs??

so sad!!!!

hur hur...

s.i.a.n.

juz changed the blogskin.

look oOkaysSs??

very sick of all the blogskins.
dont know wad i want oso.

so choose this~

very long time never blog le.
muz try to blog ya.
hees heesS...


Tuesday, October 19, 2004

a. n.e.w. i.m.a.g.e.

my new image.

new hairstyle.

cutted and highlighted.

like... wow...

was surprised oso.
cant believe i highlighted my hair...
so gold-ish + brown-ish....
hahasSs...

kinda look like jap.
but dont say lian-ish!!
i hate it~

i'm still the same.
j-i-a-w-e-n !!

yeah~

loves my new hairstyle?
yeah~
of coz!
but i miss my old hair.
more straight!!
but now the hair look more dry.

this look more lively than last time.
yea??
mahahasSs...



-i loves my hair-


Wednesday, October 13, 2004

happy and bored!!

yeah~
juz got back my handphone.
finally.
but still very sad nehs.
coz still got 27 hrs sch service.
shit it.
cannot highlight and cut hair yet.
damn it.
sian.

Saturday, October 09, 2004

heartbreaker

gimme your love
gimme your love
oh your love so good.
i dont want to let go.
and although i should.
i cant leave you alone.
cause you're so disarming.
i'm caught up in the midst of you.
and i cannot resist at all.
boy if i do.
the things you want me to.
the way i used to do.
would you love me baby.
or leave me feeling used.
would you go and break my heart?
heartbreaker.
you got the best of me.
but i just keep on coming back incessantly.
oh why did you have to run your game on me.
i should have known right from the start you go and break my heart.
it's a shame to be so euphoric and week.
when you smile at me.
and you tell me the things that you know persuade me to relinquish my love.
to you.
but i cannot resist at all.

Friday, October 08, 2004

sorry gran dar

sorry gran dar.
didnt mean to hurts you.
but i have to say it all out.
i dont want to hide from you anymore.
i want to say the truth out..

i dont want to give you hope.
and even give hope for myself.
i dont allow myself to fall in love with anyone else which is impossible.

i'm not playing on you.
my feelings for you is real [as in friend.]

i scared to fall in love.
it's hurts, you know?

i cannot promise you anything 1st.
you will never know wad will happen.

i dont want to start it and end with hurts.

although you might be the guy that i looking for.
but.............
i'm not good enough for you.
you're too highly educated.
but me... hais....
and that's some other reason oso.

sorry ya...

anyway...
you still my lovely friend ya!!
lets be friend 1st ya...


*thanks for your understanding toward me!!


loves ya gran dar

Monday, October 04, 2004

started

1st day of n-level.

took eng and computer papers today.

was okays ya.
not as hard as prelims.
nth much to say.
very tired.
slept at 2am in the morning.
lucky still got energy.

Saturday, October 02, 2004

.study.slack.

study.study.study.

slack. slack.slack.

Friday, October 01, 2004

wow... was so wonderful!!

went out with almost more than half of my classmates to orchard.

so cool rite?
even n-level is near but we all still play hard!!
hahasSs...
around 25 pples was there.
we all walked in a big group.
so big gang.
hahasSs...
around 25 pples walking in the orchard road...
so damn cool.

went for a movie at PS.
white chicks.

the movie was very good and funny.

after that went to have dinner at cini.
took neos.
after that went to K-pool.


thinking to ton.
but my parents dont allow.
nvm ya.

reached home around near 12am.