sadness sank through my heart.
shouldnt i?
why do this kind of stuff always happen to me?.
who will apprecite me?.
who will worthy of me?

God,
i know you'll guard me through.
i need you.
lean on you but not on man.


my worth is not measure by man!!!
only people who sees my heart is worthy of me.

OH

HAPPI BDAY, CHRISTINA!!!

went for prayer meeting last night.
i'm glad that i went. was awesome. especially in God's presence.
although the numbers of peoples that attended not many, but the presence of God was there.

God always show me this song when i was praying last night.

Your grace is sufficient for me
Your strength is made perfect
When i am weak
All that I cling to
I lay at Your feet
Your grace is sufficient for me


yeshh, His grace is sufficient for me. love (:

one of the day at work.

here come our MADNESS!...



take one.


take two.


take three.


night time, shop closed!!!.



my crazy manager!!


trying to act cool?.

arii&me.














winnie&me.


arii&winnie.



self-take. :D


carzy arii.


the three most beautiful ladies!!:D





our madness ever!!



after a hard day of work and photos taking,
this is our rewards!!.haha.

well, its so tempting.
i do long for a relationship. but i know it if i chose one of them, God will not be happy about it. and i'll feel no peace without God's blessing.

i want to be pure before you!.

daddy i pray that you'll guard my heart well. Amen! (:


my phone is spoilt!.i've to go and re-service my phone already,
then i've to use my bro old motorola shit phone.
now then i realised that how much i loves my N80.!!!

God heal my phone!!!!

ilovemygod

yeahs, had totally two days off from my work.
tues and wed. but then i din really made full use of it.
planned to go canoeing and cycling at pular ubin. but no one to accomapny me.
hees, too bad. so stay at home to slack. hahas, seriously, actually i miss working.
bcos working i can work out a lot, so wadever i eat can be burn off. haha. know i talking rubbish now lar. i also feel that staying at home and slack is even more tiring than going out. haha.

these few days been msging my "long lost friend" and had a 9omins chat on the phone.
well, not bad msging him. we keep each other accompany.
haha, so my these two day not that boring. (:

ohya. took a pic with mag during her bday celebration on monday.
though i dont look that good, but i'll still post this photo. (:




well, i thanks God for everything He done in my life.
everything God is doing now, i know he have a great plans for me.
i loves every friends that i having now, i know is a gift from God.
so i treasure them (:
God bless me and those who close to me and teach me how to love myself first then i can go love others. (:

i love you dad!

5 Steps to Body Confidence

came across this from site, i think is not bad.
the most beautiful woman is those who have confidence in themselves.
so dont keep comparing yourself with the others.
must learnt to love ourselves!!.

i do loves myself!!!



5 Steps to Body Confidence


We are our own worst critic – which explains why so many women have a low body image. The thing is, unless you learn to love every part of your body, you'd never truly be happy. So the next time you feel like the unsexiest woman alive, stem those negative thoughts by practicing these key traits that body-confident women share:

1. Compliment yourself

Learn to praise yourself. Most of us tend to be so obsessed with our flaws that we often forget to be thankful for our gifts and blessings. Body-confident women, on the other hand, count their blessings instead of dwelling on what they don't have. So take the time to remind yourself of everything you have going for you. Think of all the ways you are luckier than others instead of focusing on negative thoughts.

2. Don't compare yourself with anyone else

Many of us fall into the trap of comparing ourselves with incredibly beautiful celebrities and super-skinny models. But the sad truth is, once you start comparing, it's a definite lose-lose situation: There will always be someone prettier, younger and slimmer who comes along. (When will competition ever end?) Instead of trying to morph yourself into the standardized beauty (read: boring) that society imposes on us, put your energy into being the best you can. After all, individuality is beautiful.

3. Pamper youself

Women who feel wonderful in their own skin love lavishing some TLC on themselves. Try to do something special for yourself every week, which can be anything from getting your nails done, coloring your hair, going for a massage spa, or even soaking in an aromatherapeutic hot bath. When you regularly give your body pampering treats head-to-toe, you'll look better and feel better about yourself.

4. Know that perfection is not happiness

Media has us thinking that perfection can buy us happiness. Even though deep in our hearts we know better, many women go on to develop eating disorders and get addicted to plastic surgery in the name of seeking perfection. These lies are misleading: Dress size doesn't correlate to confidence and physical beauty doesn't guarantee happiness. So stop aiming for unrealistic perfection; what's more important is how you feel about yourself. When you go easier on yourself, life can be more fulfilling and positive. Even if you want to make changes for the better, you'll feel happier doing it.

5. Live life to the fullest

If you're burdened by worries about your weight, you'll only be missing out on so many great things in life. Body-confident women have the energy to lead a richer, more meaningful life because they're not going to let weight problems distract them from living their lives to the fullest.