期待讓人越來越沉溺

下雨天了怎麼辦 我好想你
我不敢打給你 我找不到原因
為什麼失眠的聲音 變得好熟悉
沈默的場景 做你的代替
陪我等雨停

期待讓人越來越沉溺
誰和我一樣 等不到他的誰
愛上你我總在學會 寂寞的滋味
一個人撐傘 一個人擦淚
一個人好累

怎樣的雨 怎樣的夜
怎樣的我能讓你更想念
雨要多大 天要多黑
才能夠有你的體貼

其實 沒有我你分不出那些
差別 結局還能多明顯
別說你會難過
別說你想改變
被愛的人不用道歉

Time frame

Same feeling. Second times posted this in my blog.

"你的世界如此辽阔, 我会在哪个角落?"

Read my past years entries, It bought back the same feeling. Why does history repeat? Haven't I learnt?

I'm giving myself a time frame, this is what I scared most. After the time frame, I should have given up.

How weak~

Never like this feeling, worthless~

Why should I lower myself cos of this?

Human's feeling are weak, give me a steel heart please. How long can I endure? No matter how strong the heart is, there's always a soft moment.

Sometimes I wonder, isn't I have enough of going thru all these? When will it put a full stop to it? I'm kinda tired~

说太多鼓励自己的话，有时也会累的

Pretending

Sometimes its easier for me to pretend rather than face my feelings. Sometimes its easier to try to make it alone rather than risk getting hurt again. Sometimes its easier to be numb towards certain people so I dont let them get too close. Sometimes I’m scared. But when I act numb towards you, it doesn’t mean I dont care... It means I care too much.


I just wanna live my life great.
Only people that treat me with TLC, deserve me.

Will history repeat?

I'm not gonna let history repeat, yet is hard for us to control not to let it happen.

Kind of tired.

心再坚强, 有时也会累的

Lesses and lesses.

Look like the fire is dying, much?

When life is too much of heartaches? How do u deal with it?
Nobody want to go it through again.

Porcelain heart, make it whole.

Blessed

Realized I always blessed with good peoples around me.

Especially friends!

Really glad to have this group of friends, it shows that they care.

Always believe that never be stingy with words or things that I can give. You will never know when they need it the most, our words can encourages them.

When there is no expectation, means no disappointment. I don't expect much from people around me. Just give more and take lesses so life would be easier, isn't it?

Lastly, Never stop loving~

想太多嗎？

是我想太多
这是唯一能安慰自己的理由

我不想再一次经历这一些
我的心已经痛过，真的不想

心很混乱

当我把我的真心给付出时，有时又想收回. 不知如何是好？很怕又再一次受到伤害.

Is our heart meant to be hurt so that we can be stronger the next time round?