hate my feelings

i hate my feelings.
why i still loves you?


what make me loves you?
what good about you?
why my feelings i had for you come back again??



oh lord...
please help me.
i hate to fall in love again with human.

i was very happy that i dont fall in love with anyone..
but now....
hope wont!!

i dont want it to happen!!!!


hope i will find my prince charming.
so that i can forget him.
am i very selfish??
isnt i bad???

what more i want?

hais hais....