HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!

TWENTY years old now!
myGOSH! Im so old liao! twenty Twenty TWENTY!
next year will be 21... then next next year will be 22.......23....24....!

Im tired

Why does things always didnt go well as what i want? There's always hope but there's always disappointment too. I fall but i always get up and try over and over again. But this time i feel so tired.... How i wish my heart is make of rock, so that it wont be broken so many times. So tired, so tired.


Daddy, i need a rest. Give me the peace, i ask.

i just dont want to try anymore, its always ended up with disappointment. so tired.

(:

i willing to try even though i know that it might be impossible? i dont know. Just give it a shot! At the end of the day, i will tell myself "at least i tried". For this im gonna take slowly at a time, im not gonna rush into it.


It takes time to build the connection and the relationship (: