I have come to a point that i no longer feeling the urge to finding a husband. Or should i say.. i dont put it as a priority in my life (which i used to). It doesnt mean that i feeling hopeless in love that caused me to think this way. Is just that i see things in different way. I still believe in love, im still excited to know who will be my future to carry next half of my life with. Just that at this point of my life, i wanna put God first, forcus my life in Him. Let God lead me to where He wanna me to be at.
I always and often remind myself, there is no longer "I", but "God" to lead me. Is not that easy, but if your relationship with God is so strong. It can be. I wanna see myself growing stronger relationship with God. Only if you know Him, u can feel it. I cannot explain how wonderful my God is. ♡
