I love waking up on a sat's morning when my family are all at home.
The feeling is different compared to the weekday. It make me dont feel like leaving my house. Saddening, i have to drag my feets to work...

I really can't wait for this year to end and leave my job with my bonus! I can't stand that bunch of suckers that only know how to carry their boss's artificial balls... So what with giving me a shop and im the 1st in-charge, i don't find myself really happy. Perhaps, i have no longer find myself enjoying my job? All my close colleagues had already left.. Only left me alone, who can look for help and trust? Everyone in the company are faker.


Well, i just have to endure till next year! aza aza fighting!! (:

新不了情

心若倦了 泪也干了
这份深情 难舍难了
曾经拥有 天荒地老
已不见你 暮暮与朝朝


这一份情 永远难了
愿来生还能 再度拥抱
网 爱一个人 如何厮守到老
怎样面对一切 我不知道

回忆过去
痛苦的相思忘不了
为何你还来
拨动我心跳
爱你怎么能了
今夜的你应该明了
缘难了 情难了
　 缘难了 情难了

A fresh new start.
I will do my very best to prove.
I will make it better in my own unique way.
Distance doesn't matter to me actually.
Infect it give me time to reflect of things in life.

I am still deciding whether should I take up part time course at PSB?
I know it will be very tiring but what can I do with what I have now?
If I don't do it now, I will be forever in this line.. And in furture if I have my own family, I wish to spend my weekends with them!

Think I will update more since I have a long journey to work now. (:

Hello

My new template!

Alright i will blog more often from now onnnnnn......

Tears in my eyes

it's much easy to be said than to be done. I am tearing apart, I'm half hearted.
It brought me to tears if this happen. I love him a lot!! Yesh.. deep deep love!! Why am i have to go through this? I hate it!! I hate to hurt my beloved, myself and Daddy YOU!!! What is the best way?

when you know what is the ending for the story, why still continues and read? When you know, you can't change the fect, why still start it?

heartfelt

forty eight days, you proved
my heart felt your assurance and i assured
i'm started to depend on you
you will be part of my life

though i know many thing will happen
we definitely will make it through
though i know many will disagree with us
we definitely will make it through

Oh God help! I'm damn freaking stress. I have a project need to do.. this is the best time to prove myself.

the time spent

I'm taking time to accept and content with whatever I have. I can feel the efforts and I love the surprise. The surprise do made me smile. I feel comfortable cos you accept me who I AM... All I need is somebody that appreciate me and treat me rightly. (:

Whoa its been awhile(3 months?) since i last blog.

I been doing pretty fine, enjoying life to the fullest. These 3 months, there was up and down. But nothing can pull me down. I'm still as strong. NO, is.. Stronger?! Haha..

During June, i went to Msia Genting and KL. I was a great 5 days trip. Kinda relax. Just in time i need a break. LOL. I went with my family (my 3rd aunt, her husband and little cousin, my 2nd aunt, my mum and my grandma) It bring we all closer and i got to know them more. Overall, family is still the closer and always be there for me. (: I just can't decrible in words how much i enjoyed the trip. Being with older peoples doesn't make the trip boring. (This was what i thought at first before the trip but is not true)It was still as fun :D How i wish i could stay there longer. Haha. And i spent alot over there! :X

Then recently many of the staffs from my work place leaving and left. I was shaken. I thought of leaving too. Cos i'm kinda sick and tired of the job. Perhaps not the job? Is the peoples there. I'm still unhappy that i didn't get promoted during June when my EX-in-charge thinks that is time for me to get promoted. But my boss JS disagreed so my promotion was postpone or delay. And now my boss thinks that i'm ready for the promotion to SUP this coming Dec. Though i am gonna be promoted, i'm not really that happy already. sigh.


Hmmm... Its been 19 days. Everything thing seem fine. Just some of things i been worried. Well, i know we will make it through the rain. And sunshine will be back ;)


ADIOS!