Sometimes I've lost the fact that do I really like the person or just wanna find companion? I can't rem how is the feeling to like a person or fall in love? I can interested in that person but doesn't mean I like the person.
I don't want coke, I want water.
I'm afraid to give my heart away.
I have come to a point that i no longer feeling the urge to finding a husband. Or should i say.. i dont put it as a priority in my life (which i used to). It doesnt mean that i feeling hopeless in love that caused me to think this way. Is just that i see things in different way. I still believe in love, im still excited to know who will be my future to carry next half of my life with. Just that at this point of my life, i wanna put God first, forcus my life in Him. Let God lead me to where He wanna me to be at.
I always and often remind myself, there is no longer "I", but "God" to lead me. Is not that easy, but if your relationship with God is so strong. It can be. I wanna see myself growing stronger relationship with God. Only if you know Him, u can feel it. I cannot explain how wonderful my God is. ♡
Thank you God for His grace and mercy over my life.
EVer since grandpa has passed away this early year march. Grandma has accepted Christ, mum is gonna be the next one i believe. ANd cousin Jensen has almost fully recover from his unknown virus attack on August last month.
How life can be so fragile, next Moment you will never know who is leaving (as in dead). This year wasnt a good year, many hospital visit to my loved ones. But i know God is doing something great to my family and i. You said, when one is saved, the whole household are saved. I believe and claim over it.
God is good. He know my needs. His grace is sufficient to me. When im weak, He's strong. My stromg arms that carry me through the seasons.
I love You daddy ♡
Next time my kid, if daughter i wanna name her Hosanna.
I know its kinda random. The idea just came! Haha.. if boy, i havnt think of it.. God will speak to me. ^^
A lot of us have built dreams with people we hoped would be with us forever only to wake up to reality that nothing is permanent in this world.
Love comes and goes.
People stay and leave.
Life is a constant cycle of finding and losing; of making and breaking; of dying and living again.
That is why we should love them right for we may never tell.
We might wake up one day realizing that we already lost the people we ought to protect and love.
Just another bad feeling, somehow.
Part of me are feeling inferior and no confidence. Im not a person that will purposely to impress people. I'm just me.
I know I'm kinda putting too much stress on myself. Come on, take it easy.. Faith!
Be patience, give myself more time.
"Patience is not the ability to wait, but how you act while you're waiting."
Sometime we have to let go our fear and give it a try. Well, it's easy to say so....
All I want is a simple relationship.
But how do you define "simple"?
这个会是一样的吗?
我能大胆放我的心去爱吗?
很怕会在一次失望
有没有永远,再不会让心绝望的解药?
Sometime we have to let go our fear and give it a try. Well, it's easy to say so....
All I want is a simple relationship.
But how do you define "simple"?
这个会是一样的吗?
我能大胆放我的心去爱吗?
很怕会在一次失望
有没有永远,再不会让心绝望的解药?
We always go on a merry-go-round
Round and round and repeats.
Emotional get drained
Disappointment upon disappointment
When will this get to stop?
Putting too much hope in human and ended up get the hell of disappointment.
I said that I don't allow history to repeat but it seem that it's always repeating.
Friends said that I changed so much over this year, yes I am. Just getting stronger, and see things more clearly. No more holding things dearly to me. Been thru so much, I'm glad I'm 'somehow' over it.
Will this continue?
Girl, you better be strong and protect yourself!
幸福难不难?
