went cycling for da past 2 days..
ahahas. monday and tuesday...
monday went with mei hui.
tuesday went with shiao en..

my backside very pain siaa..
sat until very pain.
ahahas..

wanted to canoe on tues.
but in da end....
cant find da canoe thingy so never canoe...
so decided to cycling lorr..
ahahas...


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went tracting today.
damn pissed..
only shiao en, mie da youth turned up today.
thanks god for da childrens.. they're there to help.
where are all da children's church team gone to?
sigh...


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was damn sad yday.
juz know that he patched back with his ex-gal...
i dont know how to react or express my feelings yaa...
like a glass from a high place and its drop down and broke..
very heart broken. like cant breath anymore.. i just stunned!!
dont know that he will patched back with his ex-gal...
then wad he said to mie in da past. was a lies?
said that he dont have any feeling on her anymore!?...
hate pple who lie to mie!!
but i dont hate him.
it's hard for miee to hate pple..

i'm deeply hurts actually..
but who will know my hurts?
he will just enjoy with his gal with all mushy words...
why i still congrats him?
wish him and his gal happy and ask him to lurve her?
isnt i too good already?
do i really willing to let go?
i dont know... i wish i can...
but whenever i look at da msgs that he send mie in da past and da pics we two took.
i will be very real sad and hard to let go..
and to da surprised.. i never cry!!
just cant cry out....