countdown to 1day towards HOLIS!!
my goshhh.. i'm just cant wait.......

i'm in school now.
had only one lesson today. 11am finished class.
then staying in school now waiting for POA tuition at 7pm!.
argghhh... was ANGRY!.

God i shall forgive and forget!!


you are my bliss...

in the presence of God, i felt so peaceful!..

reasonly i'm been waiting EVERYDAY for weekend.
i hate weekdays. weekdays are so stressful.
i feel that i been dragging myself to school.
is so tiring.. guess everyone is?. 27days towards prelims exam!.
my gosh.. i havent even start to prepare. can someone just *ah bishh* me!.

i had been very unhappy and upset these few weeks.
i had control my tears today.
i'm trying very hard not to tear infront of my friends or just anyone else.
and i just cant tell my friends my problem and all.
i feeling so ... miserable.


daddy,

i need you especially this period of time.
heal my hurts.
i am really very sad.
only you know what my mind is thinking and what happens.
you are the one one i can tell.
no one can open up my heart, except you daddy.
my greatest daddy and my bestfriend.


hide me now
under your wings
cover me
within your mighty hand

when the ocean rise
and thunders roar
i will soar with you
above the storm
father, you are the king
over the flood
i will be still
and know you are God

find rest my soul
in christ alone
know his power
in quietness i trust

jehovah jireh
my provider
you are more than enough for me

jehovah rapha
you're healer
by your stripes i've been set free

jehovah shammah
you are with me
to supply all my needs
you're more than enough
more than enough
more than enough for me

daddy...
you are the prince of peace.
i love you more each day.
your unfailing love is amazing.
troubles will vanish,
heart will be mended.
in the presence of your love,
i will be secure.
come live in me.
all my life, take over.
come breathe in me.
and i will rise on eagle's wings.

I'm coming back to heart of worship
And it's all about you
It's all about you Jesus
I'm sorry Lord for the thing i've made it
And it's all about you
It's all about you Jesus

damn him.
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
i cant take it anymore!.
i had enough of his nonsense.!
when will it be the end?.
maybe when he is not in this world anymore?.
maybe even if one day he died, i wont even tears for him?.
i dont know. i really dont know.

if i am her, i will sure leave him.
he is not worthy for her.!
if there's one day he had drive her crazy, I WILL NEVER FORGIVE HIM.
i mean it. i mean what i had said!
even if one day God ask me to forgive him, i dont even know if i can do it.!

SICKENING!


my prayer for her..

dear Heavenly daddy,

i pray oh Lord, you will continues to give her good health.
whatever hurts that she having, father; you will use your love and wash it off.
although she dont know you, but father i know that you wont let her suffer. because i am praying for her. i pray by faith and i believe that whatever i ask from you, i shall be granted. Father, whatever burdens she having now, father; you will lift her burdens up and let her be happy.
i pray in jesus name, Amen (:

Psalm 46

1 God is our refuge and strength,
an ever-present help in trouble.

2 Therefore we will not fear, though the earth give way
and the mountains fall into the heart of the sea,

3 though its waters roar and foam
and the mountains quake with their surging.
Selah

4 There is a river whose streams make glad the city of God,
the holy place where the Most High dwells.

5 God is within her, she will not fall;
God will help her at break of day.

6 Nations are in uproar, kingdoms fall;
he lifts his voice, the earth melts.

7 The LORD Almighty is with us;
the God of Jacob is our fortress.
Selah

8 Come and see the works of the LORD,
the desolations he has brought on the earth.

9 He makes wars cease to the ends of the earth;
he breaks the bow and shatters the spear,
he burns the shields with fire.

10 "Be still, and know that I am God;
I will be exalted among the nations,
I will be exalted in the earth."

11 The LORD Almighty is with us;
the God of Jacob is our fortress.
Selah

as i received his call, my heart pumped.
dont know why my heart will pumped.
but the feeling isnt there anymore.
i cant get it when i dont even like that person anymore then how come my heart will still pumped so fast?. FORGET IT man. :D


i feel like screaming right now.
i am just sick of it.
just a few months then it will be over.
then i can party all days and nights.


beautiful one that i love...