oh had not been update for super damn long?
about gonna two months?

time passed so fast that i just realised that i'm gonna be 19 this yrs.
many things that i unexpected happened.

well, i just have to give thanks to God whatever things.
i know he will guide and lead me thru all this.
i had handed everything to him to handle.


been looking for job, went for loads of interview and send my resume thru online, but havent find any yet.
cant believe that finding job can also be so stress. pple always says, is the job that choose you not you choose the job?. well, i think i choose job.
is not easy to find a job that i can able to come church on sat and sun.
bcos of that i had rejected loads of jobs. trying to look for office job so that i no need to work on weekends. but tell you something, i dont like office job. but for the sake of able to go church on weekends, i have to.


for this new year, i havent set my goals yet.
maybe i have to change myself to have more determine?. YESH, I NEED TO HAVE.
i'm feeling so lost, i dont know what i'll want to do for my future carrer?.
i dont know which road to choose.
OH GOD HELP.




I'm stuck at the crossroads i'm waiting to choose