been going home after work these few days,
i wanted to go out with my friends so much that i dont want to be alone.
but my friends are all not free. busy working and schooling.

know something, i hate to be alone.



trying to keep myself occupied with work and everything, just to make myself not to think so much. sometimes i been thinking what if i can work for 24/7, it will be better. or make myself very very tired then go home and just sleep then i wont have to think so much.



i feels that my heart is hurting badly.
that bleed and bleed.