i misses him so much!
does he really cares?

well, this time i think i am brave.
though many friends saw me teared, but i didn't tears in front of him.
and i'm the one who sorted out with him. its hurts me really badly!.

these few days, i been wondering... if i didn't sort out with him, maybe it wont be so painful as for now. we will still be like last time. did i made a wrong choice? living in denial? i know is silly to think about it.

how i wish he can msg me and tell me "i miss you".
wondering did he miss me?

i am still very protective over him, when my friends said that he's bad or whatever, i always tell them, there must be a reason that's why he's like that. my heart tell me that he's not that sort of guy.

will it be the end?


"and with a hug, it ended our in assurance relationship".