Hello

Went to had dinner with Magaa Mag. We had a long long talks, was wonderful. She's the only one i can trust and lean on (beside God). Haha..
I shared with her about how God makes my heart even stronger than before and how what i went through all this with God's grace. Yea, she's proud of me. :D I lovess her very much! I'm so glad that i have so many wonderful goodfriends around me when i'm really down (yea, down). Of cos.. I won't forget about my BESTFRIEND which is Jesus that bring me through all this crap. (oops). Believing that every friends that God send me is a gift. (:

Am wondering how come human can be so affected by the way we look? Be in the popular or happening group? Be identify? Please everyone?
Well, i think is just human nature? Everyone want to be identify. Why go and be someone that you are not? We're all beautiful and uniquely made. God made us differently from everyone. Why go and please everyone and not coming really from your heart? Thats is really fake i think. These are the peoples that im really scared of. Cos i dont know when he/she is real to me.

I don't care if people like me or not, im just being who i am. Of cos i will change to a better person in Christ likeness (: haha.. I dont want to be someone that im not.

Deep in my heart, im so afraid to lose this friendship. Im trying hard to built this friendship up again but im finding it so so hard. Maybe that person is not what i used to know already? Or the impression of me is not that good anymore. Thats hurts me to see that our friendship is not as like last time. There's nothing we can talk about nowasday.

Oh today is my off day! Haha... I wanna go sentosa so badly lar. I wanna get tanned! I look like a white chicken now lor. Like some sick crap without tanned skin. Haha.. Cant wait for my one week of leaves. Most probably i will book a room at sentosa to stay for 2 days? But must see sera and teh the rest can make it or not. Haha. think im gonna do facial later (which i never do before).. Cos my face is in a bad condition (pimples all over) awww... and im going for a party later at night to celebrate Christina's birthday... So i wont be home the whole night, so cant use MSN. awww... Actually i dont feel like going arhh.. But she is my 12345678 years of friend that i known. And also have to party till morning and i have to waste money to take cab home ( you know, cab fare is soooo expensive now) God bless the taxi driver, so the taxi driver can bless us back in lower the taxi's fare!. HAHA.


Where your treasures is, is where your heart will be. (: