just shut up and live

i crushed my anger on the wall again. know i shouldnt but is the way where i throw my anger at.
this blog of mine have been more and more emo. friends that read my blog, dont ask me what happen 'cos my lip is seal. i really hate that kind of feelings, its suck to the hell. im sick of it... im no longer the "i" i used to be. Even my BFF Candy also said that.. She asked me some of the questions i been avoiding and not think about it. Well, i know im running away with it. Im just shut up and live, life would be easier. nobody will understand how i feel.




have You let go of me? im such a disappointment.