Months after months

It's has been months... it's already May now. Time passed too fast for me to realised it.

If you are asking me about feelings? I've no feeling now. Probably I don't allow myself having feeling for anybody. I don't wanna let history repeat and be sad. Always got disappointed, why still go and make myself feel this way again? Right now, it seem like nobody wanna get the hell serious about it! Isn't it saddening? So just keep my heart away from it. I always believe, if a guy cares enough... he will make effort and get to know you more and make time for you. If he don't, why waste time and take shit to clean your own face? make urself so despo? I'm seriously sick and tired of it. Why chase? At the end of the day, we are at lose.

Fuck those love. Xoxo