WInter come, time for autumn to leave?

The day has come when he asked me that question. Before the winter come, will my autumn end here? Why do it be so painful when is just couple of months?  Isn't it too young to judge? My heart sank, my heart is broken. Though many tell me not be so negative over it. There might be changes. Do you think so? 

I can only get my knee down and pray.. 

Will summer last forever?

Summer was good, when autumn comes, leaf starting to fall and as winter comes, will it be all sweep away by the coldness of the weather? 

There is fear and there is insecurity.

What can u do to remove all these mixed feelings? 

How Long will it last? 

Will it be just come and go?

Shouldn't it be a smooth sailing journey for the starting? 

How do I make it better?

Haven't I do my best? 

Well, it takes two hand to claps.

When you starting to be vulnerable, that is when you starting to dependent on human. But if you don't want to be vulnerable, how to you even show your true feelings? How confusing? 

Always remember, don't lose yourself when loving others. 

65 days

It has been a good, 65 days.

My third relationship, I don't compare.

The more you compare, the more you gonna expect. Just be thankful and appreciate everything we have and given.  I always tell myself to be more patience and don't overthink of things. 

I am learning still...