WInter come, time for autumn to leave?

The day has come when he asked me that question. Before the winter come, will my autumn end here? Why do it be so painful when is just couple of months?  Isn't it too young to judge? My heart sank, my heart is broken. Though many tell me not be so negative over it. There might be changes. Do you think so? 

I can only get my knee down and pray..