had cell on friday.
was great yaa.

during da cell, everyone must write some good things or lil note on da postcard for everyone.
so i collected 11 postcards.
i am quite encouraged.really.especially now. cos now my life is lyk up and down. never smooth sailing. depression week.

here wad they had wrote...

[1st person-heman]
a friendly, approachable lady who loves God.
straight forward lady.
fun to be with!

[2nd person-laysheng]
Hot!!
Good SISTER =P

[3rd person- dennis]
MADNESS is Your middle name!
Your attitude 4 worship is FANTASTIC!
Your "madness" is necessary!

[4th person-joy]
naima,
i love you for being sooo HOT.

[5h person-samuel]
Determined

[6th person-sera]
jiawen is HOT.! ha..
And You Rock.
Love ya girl.

[7th person-nicholas]
i like your smile.

[8th person-jason]
Hottie!.
takes alot of pictures of me =D
so that i can update my friendster and msn profile.

[9th person-charis]
for being so pretty and being the "jie jie".
thanx 4 ur constant encouragement.
love u! God bless =)

[10th person- charm]
you everyday think of sex one right.
haha.No la. you're damn cool.
love your sense of individuality. (:


da 11th person. i dont know wad he write.
cant see da writting clearly.

well,
i'm quite touched by da words they wrote.
although its just a lil note.
but enough to lighten me up.
thank you guys. loves ya ((:


*just a simple act of concern, encouragement and note can simply lighten me up (:

THE JOY OF THE LORD SHALL BE MY STRENGTH!

super tired today.
just came back from sch not long ago.
had lesson till 8pm.

i gonna learn W.K.M.I from gin!.
she really dance very well man!.
da dance is HOT!. hahas..

buster.
had a quarrel with my bro yday.
was damn pissed till i bust out cried.
da words he said, its really hurts me alot.
sometimes i was wondering..
is he my bro?.

i got 2 BROs thats da fect.
but i dont feel that i got bros.
they didnt care at all.
i envy pple who got bro that really care for them.
but me?.

thanks God that i got bro-sis in christ thats not so bad.
loves them lots. (:



i really hate being at home!.
buster family.

had a great time yesterday.
went to joy's house to messed up her room and had a drink.
and in da end.. we are all high! but da most high one is cris! so red.
took alot of R(A), pervert and crazy pics.
pple may say we crazy.but were real fun. (:


cris.



da crazy act.



SEXY MODEL


Advertizing



da HOTTEST.















clubbing mood?




cool pose.


lil joel.

welcome our most beautiful woman...

just came back from ignite network meeting at heart of God Church.
was great. da sermon.da worship.

very very tired these few days.
feels that everyday is lyk rushing to complete my HWs.
this year i got lyk ton of HWs.

i am really very tired.
someone please save me!.

Happy Valentine!!.

everyone dressed up today in school.
so do i (:

street were filled with sweet/pretty couples.
love in da air. truth?
not only valentine is for couple.
but is also for friendship too (:


We love because He first loved us,
He gave so we can give;
We love because He first touched us,
He died so we can live.

No matter our age or status in life, we all can strive to love others as God loves them. We may accomplish great things in our life-gain fame and fortune-but the greatest thing is to love. For of all that we have done, or ever will do, only love endures. We depart, but love abides. -David Roper

these few days was not bad. awesome?.
hahas.
but i'm still sick!.
thats why i never go school today.


pray that i'm faster recover, alright?. (:


ohhyaa.
valentine's day tml.
never do any special thing tml.

jialin called me last night when i was sleeping.
she asked me whether i giving anything to mr A?.
i said, nope. why must give?lol.
after put down da phone, i went back to sleep.
i cant be bother to think of anythng. cos i'm real tired. after so many days only slept for few hrs.
woke up in da morning then i started to think abt it, this time i never thought of giving him anything. perhaps i had forgotten abt him. perhaps i had alrdy let go? i dont feel anything now.. no one in my mind that i wish to spend my valentine with.

i will spend it with my God! (:

dragged myself to sch today although i only got one lesson today. due to da O lvl's results is releasing today. i'm still sick today. thats why i had dragged myself to sch.

went to PHS today to set up booth.
well.. i'm quite miss da sch days in PHS.
walked to da familiar hall and da familiar voice of da teachers and principle.
i miss da devotion and talk by da principle. cos i loves to hear her talks. hahas.

saw da O lvl students received results.
there is joy and there is sorrows.
saw quite alot of students cried, especially da 5N.
went to some of them and comfort them.
my mood immediately changed to sad mood.
but then of cos i din cry with them.
comfort them and tell them not to give up. to retake theirs O lvl again this yr.

i am afraid that i might do badly for O lvl too.
saw some of my frens whose result not bad. or even clever than me. but in da end, they did quite badly. wad if is me?. i think i will do so much worsen than them. how?.
i'm really very scared. da course i wants to go is all around 13-15pts! how to get in?.

i am really very scared!

sick today.
down with flu, cough and fever.
i sound lyk shit now yaa!.

pray that i will be heal asap!.

cant be sick for these few days.
got lots of things need to do..
these are my time table.

friday:
-morning: go sch.
-afternoon: help ms clara go set up CHEC booth at PHS.
-night: CELL.(if i can make it.)
-latest night: chalet.

saturday:
-morning: @chalet
-noon:orchard Road for da youth.
-evening: go mr low hse for cny visitation.
-night: lil niece's 1 year old bday BBQ at chalet.

sunday:
-morning: church.
-evening: daniel's 21st bday celebration!.


i still got lots of HWs need to do...
i'm gonna diee...



When there seems to be no way, God can make a way.

headed to town after sch today.
went orcahrd.
shop and shop and shop.lol.
brought 2 tops.
one from outfitting girl. another one from zera.
wanted to get another red top from outfitting girl. getting next week bahs.
da shirt got some words in it. its say, " i like my guys like my cocoa: HOT!".
whoaa.. so HOT. hahas..

evening went calvary assembly today.
briefing abt synergiz.
was so malu.
cos only da youth pastor need to go.
hahas. but thanks God still got JQ,joy and andrea.
so its okays (:


Live as if Christ is coming back today

these few days, i dont know what i'm doing.
feel so empty inside. da feeling of depression came back again.
i dont lyk da feeling. that feeling is very sucky! get lost plss...


i know my God is always there to give me strength and be there for me.

read my bible today. God shown me this verse:
Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead- Philippians 3:13

tears drop.
loneliness lie in me.