whoaa...
synergiz and ignite was awe...some man!.
i'm really glad that i went.
although i din go for da full conferences due to i still having sch.
but i went for almost every nights.
da night service was pretty awesome.
especially da last day of da synergiz conference and night service which i went.
da presence of God was there and was so strong man till i dont wanna go home. just wanna stay in His presence. almost everyone broke down and cried. it so AWESOME man.. its just simply too hard to put in words. (:

da synergiz invited da 2 very top youth speakers at this conference.
Ps Jeanne Mayo and Ps Pat Schatzline.
they are great man.
i simply love them yaa...
ps jeanne is lyk a mommy to us.. so loving.
before they left spore, i just said a prayer for them.
may God bless them richly (:

what ps jeanne and ps pat had preached, is still in my mind.
been thinking abt it and refering to my notes.
well, its makes me so in love with our Heavenly Father.

strong woman and strong man are strong after God
i wanna be da strong woman who after God!.

Your love has captured me
Your grace has set me free
Your life the air I breathe
Be glorified in me

You set my feet to dancing
You set my heart on fire
In the presence of a thousand kings
you are my one desire


He give a unconditional acceptance.

whoaa..
i watched BIG MOMMA'S HOUSE 2!.
is a damn funny show man!.*two thumbs-up* pple should go and watch.




went to jialin's hse there eat xin hua noodles.
delicious man. hahas.
met jiaming while eating. =S

after that headed down to town to watch movie.
before da movie, still got lyk 2hrs for us to spend so went to get cristal's bday present.
hope she will lyk it. (:

after movie, went to shop again.
saw one shoes which i lyk. gonna get it next week?.
cos today spend alot alrdy. i'm damn broke now!.

after da shopping, around 930pm.all da shop gonna close.
so we decided to go lil indian! *weird right to go in this time* hahas.
we walked from town to lil indian. dont know is so near.hahas.
we went to musterfa? (dont know issit spell lyk this) after that went to eat prata!.
da prata is damn suck man! i swear, i wont go back to that shop again.
after that took NE line to go home.man, its not a good idea to go there late at night. and somemore only two of us. last time went there at that hrs still got jialin's bf. so is alright.
da pples there look pervert man. hahas. but then i'm not racism. you know, i got lot of frens who is indian, and i loves them loads. i dont mind marry a (christian) indian. cos i realized that indian man are a family man! =)


had a talk with jialin just now.
we was talkin abt school work.
den i started to tears..
i am very discourage and stress.
i had keep my feelings and tears infront of my friends for very long.
so today i broke down. for da past few weeks, i been tearing while studies even in class.
but no one know lar..only me myself know. i am really very discourage and depressing in my school work.. i'm not a expressive person. i will not go to my friends or family to tell them i got problem or wadever. i will just bottom my problem to myself. until someday i cant take it anymore then i will scream/cry it all out.

wad if on day i become a very quiet person and district from anyone, what will happen?.
i guess this wont happen one lar. cos i cant live without my dearly friends. (:

i love blog! know why?.
so that i can blog my feelings out. (=

i love You, i need You.
though my world may fail,
i'll never let You go.
my Savior, my closest friend.
i will worship You until the very end.

you will feel so good if you are loved.
sure everyone will want to be loved.
so do i.
but sometimes, i will feel scared to be loved.
cos i isnt that perfect.
da more they love me, i'm afraid i will disappoint them.

had 3 and da half hrs of chemistry today.
its still okays. 2weeks ago, my class had 4 and da half hrs of chem.
was damn sucky day lor!. hais..
i learnt to love chem more. but then i started to dont lyk tht person more.
wadever lar.

suppose to having holis now. but then.. dont look lyk a holis for me.
have to go back to sch most of my holis till late evening.

dont know why i feel u irritating today whenever i do anything.
feel lyk yelling at pple i dont know in da street. cos some of them block my way or wadever. even when my family talk to me, i oso feel so irritated. but then i have to control myself..

it was a stressful week last week.
test and testsss..
so i ate alot!.
dessert and dessert! LOL.
think i will put on weight arhh..
and my pimple are all out!.arghh...
thanks God, i did some exercise!.
so i dont feel u guiltily.
after all da exercise, my body are aching.

during da week, was unhappy with one of da teacher.
i will never like her man.
think she should read this book yaa.




*Saturday:

went to sentosa on sat before da youth service to racking da place for amazing race next week for da youth. went with joshua Q and heman.
was hot and tired.walked alot. hahas.but quite fun yaa.
some places i have never been b4. although i oways go sentosa. but i go there only for tanning. LOL. actually sentosa is quite interesting one yaa.

took some silly pics.


-josh wanna eat up da mushroom.


-i wanna eat up da mushroom too. but my mushroom is GOLd mushroom. can u see da light?.LOL


-isnt da mushroom very cute?.

after da sentosa, we went to had our lunch den after that headed down to church.
i sat on josh bike!. heman went back early ,cos he got worship practise .
i never sat on any bike for such a long journey(from harbourfront to church). normally just a less than 10- 15mins journey. but this time was more than that. luckly i called josh to bring extra helmet,if not i have to go back alone. was very fun!. hahas.

after church, went dinner with joy and sera at J8.
after that met candy at J8 at 8pm.
hahas.was very fun to be with her.
she is da only one that i oways keep in touch after our secondary sch days.
my best fren man. hahas. loves you gal (:



me-candy. (i look lyk shit lor. haha.but who care. (:)


*Sunday:

on sunday after church, went jogging with da captain ball team.
was tiring.but fun.
after da training, headed to joy's hse to slack.
brought drink then went there and drink.
guess we gals (joy,cris and me) are tired. so din do much thing at her hse.
just played with da make up. hahas.


-see how tired joy was after da training.


-crazy cris.


-joy-me. see how i look lyk after da training. hahas.


-da twin. look alike? lol.


the 3 of us again.

i am very tired.
think this year after school started i been saying "i am very tired".
i am really very tired man. reached home at 10pm!. left sch at 9pm today.
feel that this year my life is like rushing here and there.
so tired. due to my O lvl this year.. everydays is like ton of HWs and test.

saw rayvin just now. ohh hosea oso.
they went for da dance.
look like is quite a tought dance. hahas.
still asked me to join. *crazy*LOL

went to meet mag today between my break.
hahas. we went for a lil shopping at bugis!. but i din get anything lar. hahas. kinda broke now.
need to keep aside some of da money to buy my NUM slippers. hahas. and oso got to keep aside some money for next week! cos i will be having 1 week HOLIs next week. but i think i still need to go back for some extra lessons. finally i can have some break!.LOL. this is just da starting of da STRESS for O lvl. cant imagine if my O lvl is nearer then how can i cope it? how can i take it? my emotional and my physical?. pray that God will bring me through all this.amen ((:

1st thing i need to do during my holis is..

GET ENOUGH OF SLEEP!.

2nd thing...
perhaps.. go for TANNING?.

3rd thing...
perhaps.. go KBOX and some other places to have some DRINK.?.

4th thing..
DESIGN da stuff i wanna design. ((:


i promised ms jas that i will not be late for school yaa.
hope i can mark my words!. (:


May God bless me ((: