Saturday, April 29, 2006

I got rasher on my face now!.
WTH.

i'm gonna wear a mask out already.
damn shit lar..
planned all my stuff already then now got da stupid rasher.
spoilt my mood man.

going church later for studies group.
then after that head down to town for gig and movie (if possible).
tml night will be going to joy's performance at victoria theater then after that head down to bedok jetty for for mikki's birthday party den after that head down to mag's house to stay over. den next day will be meeting jialin they all for steamboat dinner?.
hahas.wowa. think i will need to spend a lot? haiss... and i still having rasher.?awww..

everyone pls pray for my rasher to recover pls. thank you very much ((:

Tuesday, April 25, 2006

what word can i use for my life now?
.............monotonous.

Sunday, April 16, 2006

Blessed 25th Birthday MA(d)Gdalene!!!!!
my nanny/mommy/bestest friend/sista.! hahas..
loves you lotttttt......MUACKS.


i'm in the children church's camp committee now.
oh Lord help me to manage my studies and my commitment for the church well..
i'm so scared.. i wanna to serve you and in the same time also doing well in my studies.
praying that the camp date and my sch summer camp wont crush and even my sch exam day...

sometimes i long for one.
but then.. sigh. i can see none of them suit me.
yesh,must be a CHRISTIAN..
forget it. studies first.
i know God will provide me when He know WHEN is the BEST TIME.
i will wait (:



For Your love is higher than the heavens
Deeper than the seas
All I want is You in my life
No one else can satisfy my soul
Makes me feel this way
Only You Lord
Only You

Friday, April 14, 2006

just baptized!!
well, i thought i will cry out when i was baptizing. but i didnt..
hahas...once when i came up from da sea.. i immediately went to hug my frens...
too bad, my mommy is not there... but then is okay lar.. before gonna baptize, i msged my mommy and told her that i'm gonna baptize soon,thank you.loves ya!. guess wad she replied?. she said, me too (: before i left my house and head for service. i kissed her.. :D

before da service end, da peoples whose are going baptize will need to say out their testimony.
so i have to too...Ps diana edited my testimony. so became longer.

so here are my testimony...

I feel very happy and excited that i'm going baptize later on. It's a special day for me. I had been prayed and waited for four years for my mother's approval. Over tha past four years, i had been asking over and over again the same question. "Can i baptize"? Each time i asked her, she always turned me down. She even gave me many time lines to defer my decision.

Many times, i was disappointed. Sometimes i even felt like giving up, but the Holy Spirit encouraged me and prompted me to HAVE FAITH AND CONTINUE TO PRAY.

Last Saturday after the youth meeting, with much encouragement i gathered my courage one more time and spoke to my mother about my baptism. To my surprise, she simply says that if i am willing to be responsible for my future actions and decision, i can go ahead with the baptism. Unspeakable Joy and tears just run down my cheeks. I cannot explained how happy i was at that moment that i immediately sms Ps diana's and all the youth who has been praying with me.

It has always my desire is to see my mother witnessing the step of my obedience or at least give me blessing for my decision. I believe by this, i know that she knows that i am serious with my belief because the God i believe is a true and living God.

I remembered very clearly of the assuring presence of God when i gone into the Operating Theatre in year 2004 for removing a growing bone in my knee cap. The song "Yes & Amen" was the strength and peace that kept me throughout the whole surgery abd recovery.

Today He has also given me many opportunities in my Youth group to share my Joy in Him and serve His purpose. I want to believe He will heal me and keep me obedience and love Him all the days of my life.Thank You. (:


after the baptism went back to church for Cooking class.
lol.learnt cooking from uncle SS!...hahas.learnt a lot!. the foods are very YUMMY YUMMY!..
next time i must try how to cook... hahas..
after the cooking headed down to jason's grandpa wake.
jason's grandpa looked peaceful. he is now in da Heaven with the Lord. (:

Monday, April 10, 2006

i just wanna announce that i'm gonna baptize on this good friday!.

everyone please rejoice with me!.hahahs..

been prayed and waited for four years and finally my mom approved.
is my wish or vision to see my mommy to say 'yesh' to my baptism. and finally.. as u can see.. i am so happy.. ahahs. i want my mommy 's blessing. her approve means that she had opened her heart and believe the God i believe in is exit.. PRAISE THE LORD! loves ya my ABBA FATHER!.

you know, four years is not very short yaa..
well, during the four years.. i really feel like giving up.
been asked my mommy every years and the answer came out from my mommy's mouth is 'N-O" NO!.. you know, everytime she said that... its always make me so lose heart. sometimes, dont even wanna ask her again. but Holy spirit always encouraged me. i must have Faith man! thats why my christian name is 'FAITH'!. God is always there for me all these years! i know he loves me deeply. so i'm gonna obey him and take this step of faith to follow him.. amen (:

just wanna share with you guys, i am very exciting for my baptism!.
i'm gonna re-born!. YEAHS.. anyone know how i feeling now? hahas..
i'm counting to my re-born day.. hahas. (:



oh i feel like dancing
it's foolishness i know
but when the world has seen the light
they will dance with joy like we're dancing now.