muchie sad

Im muchie sad, couldnt hold back my tears anymore.
I am tearing every here and there, but of cos not in front of my friends. especially man... I dont want to let anyone see my weakness. I'll stay strong and give my cheerful smile but inner me is bleeding real hard.

Dont ask me what happened. The more people ask, the harder to hold back my tears. I hate to cry in front of human, you see.

cried to God last night... In my deeper troubles, in my depression, in time of fear, only God i can go to... i need the peace of God and to make me stronger.

It gonna be alright someday and my heart will make even stronger than before, althought my world is falling apart. My God will never...

On my own- Barlow girl

I can't believe that I"m here in this place again

How did I manage to mess up one more time?

This pattern seems to be the story of my life

Should have learned this lesson by the thousandth time

'Cause I promise myself I wouldn't fall

But here I've fallen

I guess I'm not as strong as I thought

All I can do is cry to You

Oh God You have to save me

You're my last and only hope

All my right answers fail me

I can't seem to make it on my own

I always thought that I would be strong enough

What made all of them fall couldn't take me down

Yeah, did I think that I was above it all

I have learned that pride comes before the fall

I can't promise that I won't fall

'Cause here I've fallen I know I'm not as strong as

I thought All I can do is cry to You