Am i a failure? Failure to many others? My parents? My friends? My family members? Well, i'm not as negative as last time i used to be if compare to now. But sometime i just cant help to think about it. I tried and fell many times, many mistakes i made. Did i learnt anything from it? I am sure i have... Its just make me even stronger than before. How i wanna prove to others to show that i can do it. Many might look down on me? So what if people is looking down on me? I dont give a damn about it now. I learning to love myself that whatever God have given me. So what if my education level is not as high as others? Maybe im just better at some other thing. I've learnt to see things in a more easy way now than keep asking "WHY?". "HOW" is the word i using more often now. Haha, i feel more happy in this way. Not emo-ing here and there. I dont give a damn to what peoples think about me. No one have the right to judge me, only God Himself.
Thanks God for loving the imperfection of me. The love that is so amazing... That makes me wanna show others what God have given me.
Everything is in His time i believe. So just wait upon Him.
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