How's 2009 so far? Hmmm... disappointed? cos most of the things i wanan see about myself, i havent fulfill yet. There's many things i need to change about myself.
Candy asked me one simple question and i can't answer her. She asked, " Are You Happy?" I thought for awhile and i dont know what to say... If a person who's happy in her/his life, it will take less than 5 second to answer it. Hope by next time when someone ask me this same question again i will answer it fast.
Yesterday my mum made me stay at home to clear my room. Threw away 3-4 bigs bags of things... But still my cupboards is still full of things. Haha.
As i was packing, memories brought me back about somebody. A small little box inside there's a gift i wanted to give to someone but i didnt. When i saw the box, i opened but less than 2 seconds i closed it back. Cos i'm so afraid to see. It was the most painful exprience i ever had in 2007 compared to the rest of the past. I hated and cried. But as i think back.. I would say.... How silly i was to sad over this for a few months. At that time i just "bu fu qi" why this would just ended just without any reason? Its so irresponsible. Until now i still dont know why. Well, is the past. No point searching back about it. And moreover, he's attached happily with the gf. Deep from my heart, God bless them (:
God's unconditional love had healed my heart that broken so many times. I always tell myself that dont relay on human but lay it on God's love.
All i need is HOPE. I begain to lose some of the HOPEs in my life.
You’ve set my heart on fire. Filled me with love. Made me a woman. On clouds above.
Sunday, January 25, 2009
Monday, January 12, 2009
Photos that speaks
Human's Expression- Candid shots
SMILE!
I don't know why, I just loves taking shot of human's expression. Is so natural and candid. Photo show what human can't express in word. Thats the thing i love about taking photos. Whatever capture my heart, i will use photos to speaks it all (:
Malacca trip later noon but before going, i have to go and extend my passport expire date. Pray that i can extend yaa. God bless the trip! loveeee..
Sunday, January 11, 2009
Supper
Just came back from supper. Usually I don't go for supper but today I went. And I'm the one that asked my friend to go.. Haha. Maybe because I was just too hungry. Haha. I texted DL to go for supper since we stay so near each other so he agreed. We had mac! So sinful to have that for supper! Friends that know me and DL. They were very shocked that we went supper together. Heh. Well, I thought it was very normal cos we stay so near each other.
During our supper , HY called DL and she asked to go supper together. So we agreed since the night is still young. Haha. She craving for "crab". So she and matt drove all the way to pick ah wai, DL and me to go eat crab at kovan. DL and me didnt eat as we are too full to eat! Anyway Was a great night out (:
OMG is 3 plus am!!! Church later on!
ciao.
During our supper , HY called DL and she asked to go supper together. So we agreed since the night is still young. Haha. She craving for "crab". So she and matt drove all the way to pick ah wai, DL and me to go eat crab at kovan. DL and me didnt eat as we are too full to eat! Anyway Was a great night out (:
OMG is 3 plus am!!! Church later on!
ciao.
Saturday, January 10, 2009
730 days (:
Happy 2 Years Anniversary!
Its been 2 years working in WTC (adidas).
Well, its not too long and also not too short. I do enjoy working there even though there are time, there are some arguments with my colleagues. I see them almost every day so there are like part of my life.
Through this job, i had learnt a lot. Learnt to handle all sort of different customers that really test my patience level and my reactions when reply. But some customers that are nice really brighten up my day. (: So this job is good for anger management.
Haha. There are also some irony situation that i have to handle it efficiently for the customers. So that makes me think faster. Haha. Have to be careful with every words i use.
Not everyone can stay on retails job for too long, especially the youngster nowsaday. So i'm proud that i can endure it through these two years. Its not easy yaa. Haha. And many peoples might think that being in the retails line is not a good job? And will look down on you? But i tell you, without the sales person, how you gonna do shopping? How you gonna get the size you want?? Sometime when you are alone and you dont know which one or sizes to choose, the sales person is the one that help you to narrow down to the right choice. So be good to the sales person and not to be hard on them. haha. I been through it so i know. LOL. :D
Without them, dont think i ever to go through these two years! Just wanna say a BIG "THANK YOU" loveee (though they wont see this post, i still wanna blog about it) (:
Thursday, January 08, 2009
Joel is so cute!
Went to Cheenatown (Chinatown) with the Phua's family after my work today. Well, its a very suddenly thing. Because Joy came to my work's place to check out SMC's stuff and she asked me to join her and her family for dinner. So i just agreed since i've nothing to do tonight.
I was very entertained by little Joel. Guess what, he know how to sing one of my fav song! "I'm Yours by Jason Mraz. And he started to call me "wenn arhhh" and "ah wennn". Then call SE "en en ennnn". LOL. Isn't he cute? He just brighten up my day!
Ohya, its confirmed that I'm going malacca! So the peoples that are going will be... Ps Phua, Ps Ruth, Joy, lil Joel, SE and ME! Heeee... :D
I just started to read today "Boy meets Girl (say hello to courtship)" by josh Harris. Its Awwesomeeeee!
I like a few points that he indicate. "A man only pursued a woman romantically when he had the intention of pursuing marriage." And what is the meaning for courtship all about? "It's a time for the couple to get to know each other without outside pressure or overly high expectations." And its say, courtship shouldn't be too serious , too soon, it shouldn't be embarked on lightly either. In one sense, courtship is a commitment. It's a promise not to play games with another person's heart.
Well, i do agreed. (:
Nothing, just rubbish..
HELLO HELLO HELLO.
I think i have insomnia! I can't sleep... Been sleeping from 1 plus to 2 plus to 3 plus then now 4 plus!!!! Its been for a month plus... SO TIRED! When i tried to went on bed early but ended up 2-3 hours later still awake! If this continues, think i will become a zombie yaa? Haha...
There are so many birthday's party this month that i have to attend. MEAN... I will be broke too. Anyway I'm already broke! Haha... Think my bonus is coming next week! Don't intend to spend. Want to save it for my studies, though i wanted to get my Gucci's wallet so much... Have to set what's my piority.
Many of my friends now is turning 21 this year! Time really flies... Just a blink, I will be 21 this year! I am still not prepare yet to be twenty-one! Haha.. I remembered, when i was young. I always wish that i am 21 years old so i can have more freedom in doing many things. But now... I SO DON'T WANT yaa!.. When passsed 21, it will be gonna be soon 22, 23, 24, 25.....etc. I think being sweet seventeen is the best yaa!
I think i have insomnia! I can't sleep... Been sleeping from 1 plus to 2 plus to 3 plus then now 4 plus!!!! Its been for a month plus... SO TIRED! When i tried to went on bed early but ended up 2-3 hours later still awake! If this continues, think i will become a zombie yaa? Haha...
There are so many birthday's party this month that i have to attend. MEAN... I will be broke too. Anyway I'm already broke! Haha... Think my bonus is coming next week! Don't intend to spend. Want to save it for my studies, though i wanted to get my Gucci's wallet so much... Have to set what's my piority.
Many of my friends now is turning 21 this year! Time really flies... Just a blink, I will be 21 this year! I am still not prepare yet to be twenty-one! Haha.. I remembered, when i was young. I always wish that i am 21 years old so i can have more freedom in doing many things. But now... I SO DON'T WANT yaa!.. When passsed 21, it will be gonna be soon 22, 23, 24, 25.....etc. I think being sweet seventeen is the best yaa!
Think I'm gonna wear "Qi Poa" (Cheongsam) during 1st day of chinese new year! Well, i know i'm very cheena. Haha, only able to wear it once a year? So must well wear yaa.
Alright, i trying to sleep now. Night (:
Tuesday, January 06, 2009
Great day :D
A good time to slack today
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Had lunch at PS with Joshy then went to Ps diana's shop and brought another book from Josh Harris. This time is "boy meets girl". Went through many books like "the 10 best decision woman have to make", "woman's waiting", "captivating" and "every monday's prayer". So in the end i still chose the one i been wanted to buy, "boy meets girl". Joshy wanted to get "when God smile", is a very nice book but in the end didnt get. He got something else. Some weird book. Haha. Well, is a good slack day we had at Gloria Jeans. Had blueberry cheesecake and ice blended mocha. These two are my fav though its very sinful. heh.
I'm gonna have four days of leave next week. Probably visit Malaysia for a short two days with SE and pastors. Think going Malacca. Hee! (not confirm yet) I cant wait. Im seriously need a holiday! (: whoaahoooo!
Thursday, January 01, 2009
Goodbye 2008, Hello 2009!!
Hello New Year!!!!
Its 2009!!!!! Happy New Year, everyone!!
Just hope that 2009 will be a great one, yaa?
Bye bye 2008! And I hate 2008.. It wasn't a good year to me but i still wanna give thank to God for not letting me go though i disobey and broke your heart so many times. Your grace is sufficient for me!
I'm your Angel
by Celine Dion
I saw the teardrops, and I heard you cry
All you need is time, seek me and you shall find
You have everything and you're still lonely
It doesn't have to be this way, let me show you a better day
And then you will see, the morning will come
And all of your days will be bright as the sun
So all of your fears, just cast them on me
How can I make you see...
I'll be your cloud up in the sky
I'll be your shoulder when you cry
I'll hear your voices when you call me
I am your angelAnd when all hope is gone, I'm here
No matter how far you are, I'm near
It makes no difference who you are
I am your angelI'm your angel
And when it's time to face the storm
I'll be right by your side
Grace will keep up safe and warm
And I know we will survive
And when it seems as if your end is drawing near
Don't you dare give up the fight
Just put your trust beyond the sky...
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